Stacy Rollins

What Are These Things?

 

Do you feel the letters

in your mouth like bones

of a fish, the spine of sense

caught on the hook of your mind

that prods and pokes: a palpable

delicacy, hard-palatable, yet

slippery through the teeth?

Loquacious L, lascivious and limning

luscious viscera of what I mean.

Tell you what: Meet me at the Lehigh River

bank and we’ll collect Anthracite coal

lumps, ancient knuckles that punch

our metatarsals, polished shiny, washed ashore

like they were dumped out of a landfill.

We’ll bike the dappled D&L trail

from the Mansion House Bridge to 1975

and back through the Mirror in the Sky

that the river covets beneath a rust-red rapture

of steel. When the train bell clangs, I will wrap

my tongue around your silence

and suck it down my throat

to digest. The insects stir; their choirs

grow louder. I will align my thin fingers

with the ribs flanking your kidneys,

hold you close, and listen to the vapors

of your breath steam-clean the tiny hair cells

in my ear. The Anthracite rocks

will take cold residence on the mantel

of my decorative fireplace where dried candlewax

opens its neglected palms to cradle them.

Their names are lost. They masquerade

as fool’s gold when the sun

lowers its gaze.

 

Stacy Rollins

Stacy Rollins is a writer, visual artist, singer, Tarot reader, and health and fitness enthusiast who currently lives in the greater Philadelphia area. She earned her M.A. in Creative Writing from FSU and has authored two books, Truer Faults and Learning to Read. Her poems have appeared in Atticus Review, Bicoastal Review, Everyday Genius, Diversion Press, Black Heart Magazine, Crack the Spine, Poetry Quarterly, New York Dreaming, Garbanzo, Nailed Magazine, Spine, Shantih, The Oleander Review, Rat’s Ass Review, Helen, Nude Bruce Review, and Armarolla.

Megan Wildhood

Motherhood

 

Before she readies herself,

the woman smooths skin-colored

color on her new baby’s forehead,

nose, cheeks, jaw, chin, neck.

 

She blends and contours, then

the woman brushes rouge

on her new baby’s cheeks

until they appear to burn.

 

The woman dabs pink gloss

across her new baby’s lips

like they will never chap

or kiss or utter a foul word.

 

The woman traces her new

baby’s lips with rosepink pencil

until no cry could possibly

escape them.

 

Just as no words form on the woman’s

lips as she paints the color of frost

above her new baby’s eyes so that,

when they open, they will shine.

 

The woman outlines her new baby’s

eyes with sharpened charcoal,

adding a flourish at the corner

of each.

 

The woman spritzes hairspray

on her new baby’s wisps. Now,

now, whether they leave the house

or not, the woman is ready.

 

Megan Wildhood

Megan Wildhood is a cyclist, saxophonist, gym enthusiast, cat lover and writer whose work has appeared in her poetry chapbook Long Division (Finishing Line Press, 2017), her full-length poetry collection Bowed As If Laden With Snow (Cornerstone Press, 2023), as well as in Mad in America, The Sun and elsewhere. You can learn more about her at meganwildhood.com.

Zebulon Huset

Drawn Upward into a Vague Melody of Harsh Threads*

 

or strings smoothed by horsetail

over hours, roughened by grind of canine

teeth gnashing first

chin polished wood

 

or breath sent to wrench muscles, to

shake all adjacent air like the molecules

themselves were in hysterics

 

or outside the nearly vacant church

a single soda machine releases the wrong can

for a man who already hangs his head

 

or a curb hopping compact car

 

or a crow crouched over caulking

misfired at aluminum hem

pecking ambitionless

 

a mixture collective synesthetes release

once, create and abandon to dreams.

 

*From the William Carlos Williams poem “Trees”

 

Zebulon Huset

Zebulon Huset is a public high school teacher, writer and photographer. He won the Gulf Stream 2020 Summer Poetry Contest and his writing has appeared in Best New Poets, Meridian, Atlanta Review, Smartish Pace, The Southern Review, Fence and others. He is an advocate of writing exercises and prompts and edits the prompt-based Sparked Literary Magazine.

Sarah Barbo

Nuns & Spoons

We hold our cards in front of our mouths to hide the smiles. Draw, check your hand, discard.  Keep an eye on the line of spoons.  Tonight I’m the only kid still awake, surrounded by my mom, aunties, grandma, and my great-aunt, who is a Catholic nun. I sit tall among the women seated around the dessert table as we pass cards and scrutinize each other for any motions.

Then an auntie pulls a winning hand, and the stealth begins.  She reaches out and slowly slides a spoon into her lap.  Waits for others to notice.  I see it happening, manage to grab another spoon. Others follow. My mom and the nun are the last to notice. And only one spoon left.

They reach at the same time, hands locking on either end of the spoon.  “I got it! “No, I’ve got it!” They collapse into giggles but their grips stay strong.  I’m entranced, watching. I can’t believe the women are acting like this. My mom, wrestling over a spoon with Sister Sharon Anne.

They are out of their chairs now, standing, gripping the spoon. “You’re a nun!” my mom exclaims as she tries to twist the spoon away and instead falls to the ground.  “What about generosity of spirit? Turning the other cheek?” My great-aunt follows her to the floor. “Not….during….Spoons!” she responds, and with a final twist, wrenches the spoon free.

How to stay calm on the plane

When the message comes to you, pinging your phone as you watch Dune on the seatback screen thousands of miles up in the air, your mind a galaxy away as your body flies through space. It surprises you – who knew you could get texts up here, somewhere above the Atlantic.  The zeros and ones convert to a most unwelcome message that detonates in your aisle seat: your neighbor, wondering about the ambulance at your house, wondering if everything is okay.

There’s a ringing in your ears you hadn’t noticed before. You can’t reach your husband at work. You can’t reach your mom, who is caring for the children. So you watch Dune. And breathe deep. You are terror-still in your seat. On screen they move across the sand in skips and slides to mimic the wind, to hide that they are humans, to fool the sand monsters underneath that would rage up and swallow them whole simply for being human, for carving out a little space for themselves on this earth.

You watch Dune. You breathe deep. You perch-cling onto the edge of your inner optimist, the one who says that your identity is probably still intact. The flight attendant comes down the aisle. Would you like peanuts or cookies? Are you now a wife or a widow? A mother or…the unspeakable? You recall that Dune was a favorite of your grandfather’s, who, when he saw it in the theater, was able to recite line for line from memory.  Who, in late summer last year, passed away with library books still checked out.  So don’t sweat the small stuff, you suppose. But also, people die.

You watch Dune. You breathe deep. You want to be on the other side of this, to stand in your too-white kitchen and trade stories about your week away. You don’t want to know. You must know. Outside, your spaceship speeds through the sky, but inside you barely dare to move.

 

Sarah Barbo

Sarah Barbo writes about family, identity, and sense of place. Her work has been published in Hippocampus, River Teeth’s Beautiful Things, In a Flash, and The Ekphrastic Review, and nominated for Best Small Fictions. Find her in the Colorado mountains and at www.sarahbarbo.com.

Lesley Hart Gunn

The Haunting of Winter People

 

Patches of flattened brown grass

like those that would peek

through snow, a mid-March

yawning into spring.

 

Dust motes masquerading

as silver snow trickling

from above. Dendrites

settling without shivers .

 

The fossilized riverbed

begging for cold fingers

to play crystalline tarantellas

down desiccated spines.

 

Mud caked deer prints

the echo of white snow drifts

etched with broken hearts

that mend when melted.

 

A stripped maple smooth

as icicles sheared and raw

under the moon’s cool

and unblinking glare.

 

Exhalation from an open freezer

that whispers like a long deceased love:

How can this heat be anything

but apocalypse? The answer –

 

A painting of a cabin in a forest

carpeted in soft white

with footprints that lead toward or away,

a lost trail, invisible

 

under sun and summer sweat

that never ceases, while winter

becomes an artifact

in the amber of memory.

 

Permafrost

 

How did we get here?

Weighed down by the unsung

sorrys in our pockets, dragging

the hems of loved ones

like beggars, seeking

 

a redemption colder,

more remote than the tops

of distant mountains.

Even though permafrost

never melts, it still blooms

 

in summer, green blades

pearled with buds. And if

it does melt, if somehow

that ground, known

for its hardness, its inability

 

to change with seasons,

suddenly finds change rooted

ripening in the hard soul

of its body, carbon kept

cozy and restrained

 

between soiled arms, then

the silent bomb will spill

like our emptied pockets, eking

secrets into soft places, destruction

that comes like a warm pillow

 

across a wet mouth.

It’s the simple things that bring

us to our knees, that make us

ask how did we get here? And also

is there any way back?

 

Lesley Hart Gunn

Lesley Hart Gunn is the winner of the Fall 2022 F(r)iction Poetry Contest and has upcoming or previous publications in Carve Magazine, Strange Horizons, Litmosphere, West Coast Review, Avalon Literary Review, Flash Fiction Magazine, Phantom Drift Journal, and others. She is originally from Nova Scotia, Canada, but currently teaches college writing at Utah Valley University, where she lives with her partner, three children, and two cats.