October 2015 | back-issues, poetry
Someone once told me that
if you dream your teeth
are falling out,
it means you’re dying.
It happened in a breast cancer
support group. Nancy said she
dreamed her teeth came out
in four great clumps,
and two weeks later,
she was dead.
Grandpa only dreamed
his false ones fell out,
but when he woke,
he couldn’t find them.
He walked around the
house for a week
looking like a mummy,
sipping from straws.
The sign in Dr. Wong’s waiting room said,
You don’t need to floss all of your teeth—
only the ones you want to keep.
That was fifty years ago, and I still have
them. But when I broke my lower incisor
on a crust of rustic bread
in a trattoria near Campo de’ Fiori,
I swear to God
the Angel of Death sped
by in his Vespa, whining
down Via della Corda.
by Abby Caplin
Abby Caplin’s poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Adanna, Forge, The Healing Muse, Night Train, OxMag, The Permanente Journal, Poetica, Tikkun, Willow Review, and several anthologies. She is a physician and practices Mind-Body medicine in San Francisco.
October 2015 | back-issues, poetry
Emily As a Fifth Tattoo
The spell
& form
of Emily
is no longer
temptation
only
& when I
didn’t fidget
at all
as the needle
action(ed)
into my ribs,
Eddie said
my skin was
really soaking
her up
this time. He
was impressed
by Emily, her
dark math,
her mining
of my body
that rejoiced
in being
an element
found to be
possible heat.
Emily As a Correlative Truth
Emily is Emily
because I am
me. She would
be a different
Emily without
me. That Emily
would be better,
but far less
important to
the Emily in
this poem that
exists beyond
this poem.
Emily is Emily,
but that is
a certainty
based on Emily
& based on me.
by Darren Demaree
Darren’s poems have appeared, or are scheduled to appear in numerous magazines/journals, including the South Dakota Review, Meridian, The Louisville Review, Diagram, and the Colorado Review. He is the author of “As We Refer To Our Bodies” (2013, 8th House), “Temporary Champions” (2014, Main Street Rag), “The Pony Governor” (2015, After the Pause Press), and “Not For Art Nor Prayer” (2015, 8th House). Darren is Managing Editor of the Best of the Net Anthology.
October 2015 | back-issues, poetry
(M. Ondaatje)
The rain fell like applause
it fell all night
and it fell like applause
though for whom or why
I do not know
it fell and it fell and
I couldn’t help but wonder
if perhaps it was for the moon
this hollow moon
or the trees drained of birds
there was rain
and the applause fell like thunder
broke like glass
on an iron floor
since the birds had flown
the air was full of something sinister
there was something sinister
in the applause
which fell all night
like rain like
night like
applause
the rain fell like applause
though for whom or why I do not know.
by Jamie Thomson
October 2015 | back-issues, poetry
Gravel crunches as I pull into an almost empty parking lot
Cut the engine, watch it shudder a weak protest
Slump back in the torn leather seat
And light a cigarette
Eyes jumping to and from the few scattered cars
Like an old detective film
Make sure the coast is clear
Office door creaks open just enough for me to slip through
See a lonesome burning smoke in a overflowing ashtray
Call out a “Hello” in a shaky voice
Then stammer an “Is anyone there?”
He lumbers out, another cigarette stuck in his unshaven face
Caters to my demands, passes a worn silver key
The door shuts itself on the way out
Unlock room 23 and make a beeline to the mini bar
Drink a fifth of Gin and stare at the peeling paint on the ceiling
Breath in deep and try to subdue qualms
Misgivings are unattractive
Though more faithful for certain
Drain the remaining 1/4 and toss the bottle at the trash
And duck out for a six-pack of Bud from the corner store
The knock is soft and drawn out, almost ghost-like
Before the door opens and she enters
Unsure steps and uncertain smile
Watch her clumsily undress behind a curtain of blue smoke
Fumble nervously with your keys
Take one last swig of beer
Then hold her like you would a dying child
Wake hungover the next morning
Wearing nothing but a tee-shirt and a headache
Blindly reach out to the bedside drawers
In search of the remains of last nights crumpled soft pack
Strike a match and light
Focus gets shifted to the fire fly like ember
Meekly smile and turn over to find her gone
Office door is stuck tight
Spit out a string of expletives while banging on the smudged glass
Stubbly smile soon appears behind
Eagerly ushers me in, exclaiming that he saw
A pretty young thing leaving earlier on
He bums a cigarette and raises his grubby hand in hope of a high-five
I leave him hanging
Damn New Yorker has trouble starting
Splutters and then purrs
Under a murky grey impressionist sky
Press last limp excuse for a cigarette against a solemn mouth
Bid farewell to a road-side motel
That rings a little close to home
Gravel crunches as I pull out of an almost empty parking lot
by Benjamin Blake
Benjamin Blake was born in the July of 1985, in the small town of Eltham, New Zealand. His fiction and verse have appeared in numerous journals and magazines including, The Los Angeles Review of Los Angeles, Morpheus Tales, Black Petals and Danse Macabre. He was a contributor to the 2012 anthology, A Feast of Frights from the Horror Zine. He is the author of the poetry and prose collections, A Prayer for Late October, Southpaw Nights, and Reciting Shakespeare with the Dead. He currently lives in a cabin, somewhere in the New Zealand countryside.
October 2015 | back-issues, fiction
You must have had the same experience. You meet someone and in an instant, you know they’re the one. That’s the way it was with Maggie. The fact that she’s a ghost created complications, sure. But when you’ve fallen in love, you’re not stopped by the first hurdle.
Hugging was a challenge. I wound up caressing myself, and her arms passed through me. So I make a circle, locking my hands, and Maggie stepped inside. She doesn’t squeeze.
We close our eyes when we kiss and allow the mental image to transport us. Nice.
Now, we’re working on making love. We can’t unfasten each other’s clothes, so we strip ourselves. God, is she beautiful. A little pale, but a vision nonetheless. At first, I kept falling through her. It’s an odd sensation. I thought to rig up some sort of suspension for me above her, but that was too restrictive. Maggie had the solution. She got on top.
I think Maggie’s smarter than me.
by Joseph Giordano
Joe Giordano was born in Brooklyn. He and his wife, Jane, have lived in Greece, Brazil, Belgium and Netherlands. They now live in Texas with their little shih tzu, Sophia. Joe’s stories have appeared in more than sixty-five magazines including Bartleby Snopes, The Monarch Review, and The Summerset Review. His novel, Birds of Passage, An Italian Immigrant Coming of Age Story, will be published October 8th by Harvard Square Editions. Read the first chapter and sign up for his blog at http://joe-giordano.com/
