January 2012 | back-issues, poetry
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He walks
On the road made of nothingness
Paved with bodies of dead wishes
He walks tacitly
Invisibly
I’m pretending to be a Star
On his sky
To be the Sun and the Moon
He walks
Not looking up…
Marija Stajic is a writer and journalist who has been published by The New Yorker and many other online and print publications, and who has published three books of poetry. She has a B.A. in Linguistics from Faculty of Philosophy, University of Nis (Serbia) and an M.A. in International Journalism from American University.
January 2012 | back-issues, fiction
By Sara Shah
And so She was created from the dust, She who was Beauty, Compassion, and Love. The Creator placed her under the foliage of the dark forest, with an abundance of berries and seeds. She lived, alone.
The Creator viewed her solitary state with sadness and sent beasts of the forest to accompany her. The beasts, although friendly, were not the proper companions to such a creature as She. However, the Creator quickly formed a new thought. The Creator impelled She’s eyes to close, and She’s being to fall into the state of Dream. While She surrendered to this new and peaceful state, the Creator took from her being and created a companion for She. For the Creator, with knowledge of everything in the sphere of all that is and has been, created.
From She, came He.
Slowly She opened her eyes and viewed the new creature beside her. He was so much like her; He did not look like any of the beasts from the depths of the dark forest. He who was Strength, Security, and Companionship, He was hers. She caressed his head and felt only love. He opened his eyes carefully, for the light of the forest was powerful, and his young eyes were not accustomed to such brightness. He looked into She’s eyes deeply and across his lips formed a sign of happiness. She could not help but notice his beauty, so like hers. She took He by the hand and showed him the ways of the dark forest, She fed him berries, She introduced him to the beasts, and She warned him of the forbidden fruit…
October 2011 | back-issues, poetry
Nameless Grave
Demonic fires blaze in the eye of the stone palace,
and me,
I only stand in the dark beneath the sky
that reaches its invisible hands
out towards scores of nameless graves.
For callous politicians,
they are but nameless graves
upon which no one’s tear fell.
They were silently and swiftly buried into the black soil,
without speeches and tears,
without too many imprints
on the black soil.
(They say that everyone’s life is worth attention,
and that the dark truth is that only death equally appreciates each life)
And while they treacherously, silently and swiftly
dug a new nameless grave,
only death was faithfully listening to the crickets
feverishly spluttering away in the dark
to honor the dead poet.
In the hazy grave lies the poet,
like a shadow of many dreams,
and the raindrop,
brought from the honorable mountain
by the honorable wind,
softly and timidly trembles
on the dead poet’s white face,
like an angel’s tear.
And politicians, tycoons, church pontiffs
are sitting in the golden loges now,
ghastly and faithfully acting:
the righteous, the charitable, the Believers,
crying their copper voices
out into Croatian silence,
like a copper bell,
and the dead poet
now waits for one tear
in a nameless grave.
Memories
I am standing in the street of my childhood,
and the blue April sky
rises above me,
glittering like a dreamy eye.
Down here, the wind is marching
behind my dark memories,
tiredly,
but unfaltering,
like a tiller behind his plow.
Tell me, steady wind:
How shall I escape the screams of the past?
For years you’ve been pushing me to all corners of the world,
as I was your unwanted child.
You know, wind,
that with my restless spirit, I belong more to You
than to myself.
From You, I inherited the yearning
to travel the world and seek:
the Morning in a golden cradle,
the Day in an angel’s embrace,
the Night in a bloody dress,
and midnight in black,
that preys on lust
like death preys on life.
I am standing in the street of my childhood,
next to the same window
from which I used to gaze at you, wind,
during my childhood,
and dream of the day
when I would fly on Your soft, sweet back
to a better world,
far away from poverty;
the flies captured in the spider’s web,
the miserable cries of worms
eternally crawling beneath the feet of soulless masters,
far away from the grass
and the tear-swept flowers.
I am standing next to the window
in the street of my childhood,
as if standing next to a bloody cradle,
and the memories,
my ashamed children,
cry out into this April night
with their silent screams,
reaching their invisible hands
out to me.
And I,
driven by the gales,
I am rolling across the world,
like a raindrop
looking for its grave,
in the cracks of the arid crust
of the betrayed earth.
Walter William Safar was born on August 6th 1958. He is the author of a number of a significant number of prose works and novels, including “Leaden fog”, “Chastity on sale”, “In the falmes of passion”, “The price of life”, “Above the clouds”, “The infernal circle”, “The scream”, “The negotiator”, “Queen Elizabeth II”, as well as a book of poems, titled “The angel and the demon”.
October 2011 | back-issues, poetry
Labor Day
Labor day already.
We went back
to Brookline from Marshfield,
where we summered.
With the ocean at the bottom
of the street, two streets over.
We walked barefoot down the asphalt
and the pebbled street, and over
the rocks above the sandy beach.
Our feet toughened, calloused,
for walking all summer long unshod.
We took excursions
to the penny candy store in Brant Rock
or the horse farm (with two or three horses
in an arid field) at ocean street’s end.
Searching out blueberries and blackberries,
to gift our mother with.
Only our shirts rolled up
to carry them.
(Better not rob the
strawberry patch in
old man Allen’s yard,
for him seeing all
he would be out with his shotgun
to chase away us munchkins.
The word was out on that.)
Stopping to rest, in our travels
on the old stone steps
in front of the house
hidden behind overgrown
brush and trees.
Or on a tree branch, hanging low
in the wooded ground
bordering the yards of
vast Victorian cottages.
Walking the sea wall from
whence it started, off the beach
or from the road.
Later we gathered sea moss
for aunt Bridie to wizard-like make
her famous carrageen pudding!
we rode bikes down hilly lanes.
Went down to the marsh
we trekked through to swim in the river,
with it’s strong currents or placidity.
We tromped through shaded woods,
and sunny back yards,
(running over vain lawns),
the grass yielding like soft moss
under our feet.
yes, time let us be
what we wanted to be.
Pirates and princes, unicorns,
Joan of arc, lions in cages,
batman and robin, riders
and runners of rickshaws,
or mermaids all the day long until
the sun was sinking towards the sea,
and our hands and feet were wrinkled deep.
Morning Home
I sit with my coffee.
It is still dark outside, quiet.
My cat is sitting on the cupboard
licking his leg.
looking up, in time.
Outside silhouettes of branches
break
the sky –
into dark gaps, like
fissures on a frozen lake.
A bird sings a few short notes.
again.
and then, again.
The cat tilts his head up.
then returns to pruning.
It takes it’s time,
the light,
to permeate the day.
I look over at the
displaced
second-hand sled
I picked up in a second-hand store,
leaning against the island,
bringing home home.
