January 2011 | back-issues, poetry
The Last Remaining Ghost
The last remaining ghost
In a world bald and gone wrong,
For no one wants to stay,
And no one wants to play
With all the children snug in the night,
While their parents cap the evening
And peacefully drift toward the dark.
No one is judging them,
Everyone is judging them,
They can’t be themselves with the ghost in the room.
“Stop staring,”
“I heard a sound,”
Litter lines the cracks in the floors,
The wood creaks and squeals.
Snug in their beds they look to the north,
The winter breeze shreds their fleece.
But children, don’t be scared;
There is no monster in your closet,
There is only the chill of the night,
But it cannot be seen,
Not by them or by him.
Nevermore
Drop the anchor on the shore,
For we shall leave here nevermore;
It’s paradise that’s in store.
The trees bloom fruit tender and sweet,
As all the life we generally meet;
To awaken the seed that’s what’s in store,
For we shall leave here nevermore.
Obscenity
Obscenity twists the knife in the heart of the town,
Day by day they go around falsely amused.
Dubbing the houses and roadways to the stillness of sound,
Living a life of stone.
The day Nick Adams fell into the lake,
Fundamentality went with him.
The day Nick Adams was burned at the stake,
Obscenity lifted the veil.
Thunder struck the tip of the church’s cross,
Through mud and dirt and spirit.
Burning a piece of nothing-a-loss,
A crack in the stone was found.
Foaming crowds in the night lit scene,
Their spirits lifted and smiles cracked.
The harmony changed from silence to obscene,
The falsely amused no longer false.
The Eye is a’ Coming to Seize You Again
He crept the morning stairs,
Each creak weeps frightful sighs.
Afraid of gathering glairs,
With engraved hatred in both eyes.
A shiver crept down his spine,
To awake and douse in history.
The cries of innocents unknown,
A bleak truth pawn to misery.
His conscience sighs for a goal,
He sees the withering of the mass.
Another mode of stiff control,
No spirits grave for none shall pass.
A city of wine and gold now bust,
A land now barren, lost, and slain.
One man, one power, now who to trust,
As the eye is a’ coming to seize you again.
All trampled and torn his body molds,
Contorted as each of the worlds go.
Fewer are left the further it unfolds,
What shall be done my companion, my bro?
On this day he sees this worldly truth,
But hides the real from the guilt and the shame,
The dead in the world corrupting the youth,
With powerful hands our masters to blame.
January 2011 | back-issues, poetry
Owl Dad Tells a Dragon
no you may not come in
there is still one left
king, he bars the doors
against the night
guards still on either side
keep watch and look
if a moon too appears
see their spears in its light
but shields to cover heart
this you need always
he says in closing
the book, turns lights
out overhead
and down the dark night
dreaming she lay safe
outside pining in the wind
a claw and cold breath
in the branches caught
and choking at what throat
the night has yelling
do not let it in, do not let it in
Alfred Stieglitz Shoots the Clouds
I struck at it for years. Hands raised,
I hollowed out the form,
the photograph, took all
reference away: no tree branch,
no birds frozen
in the scraping stroke of a wing,
nothing to say here or when.
But the tools weren’t right. The empty blue,
emulsified, was too pale, too light
to hold this weight. Clouds
I set into it burst and sank.
Until I felled it, found
the solution that turned the bright day dark.
Emotion without scale or form,
an absence trapped
between paper and glass,
they hang on walls as testament:
I stood alone and looking up
put words into the mouth
of the terrible, of the speechless sky.
When I Say Romance
When I say romance, I do not mean romance, not
at least, as you intend, do not mean
the quilled yellow throats of songbirds,
their fat, banded wings and black eyes, the notes
of their song. When I say love, understand
I mean the word far or along, see
the streets of Venice, its lagoon, the flat stones
over the water making a way.
So we strike and miss: shoot darts whose steel tips
kiss at their soft target. Words
that would promise or presage but cannot hit
their mark, our wit. I listen for you but it is an arrow
dropping to earth, a pipe of bone, the crow’s voice
clicking like cold stones, that I hear.
Terremoto de Valdivia, 1960
I held my mother’s hand as we walked towards the bright
display case, stacked with croissants, tiny cookies,
its tall cakes frilled like Easter dresses, tarts tucked
with dark berries, each facet of the raspberry gleaming.
Cautioned not to touch, I waited. She went to the counter
for my father’s cake, laughed with the shop girl
who folded its cardboard carry-out box.
Red body of it startling under pale frosting, his favorite.
Mine, the light meringue, its egg whites whisked to peaks,
baked at a low heat until dry and sweet, nearly nothing.
Pastel, they sat in ordered rows. I leaned
towards them, my greedy palm printing the glass.
I can still hear the patterned floor as it split,
see the flat shelves, so cared for and so careful, unsettled now and shifting.
How the great case faltered, its four feet unsteady,
the cakes tilting forward, their sugared skins smearing
its clear window with pink roses, birthday wishes.
Thinking first, It is my fault. Then, I am falling.
How to feed them by hand
Begin slowly. Arrive in the early hours when,
in the near light, everything is yet possible.
Let them see you. Then leave.
The next day, near dawn, stand by the feeder,
hold yourself still. Show yourself part
of that scenery and fade. Later and again,
offer only your hand, the striped seeds
in your palm, hot from a wool glove.
They are hungry, will take what
you give. You have wondered, have watched,
heard through the glass, their din-to have them close
and delicate, their pronged feet round
a finger, blunt beaks at your skin:
is it like flight, their rush of blood?
Bright burgundy brushes past, just beyond you.
January 2011 | back-issues, poetry
Prohibited
Remember the power of a single nail to talk to an obstinate wall.
Men act as a safety issue.
He has worked under the cheek.
Turn and eat! Turn and shout!
But do not worry, do not worry: the spirits of the community are trying to protect his fingers.
They learn that the secrets of the true diameter cannot be broken.
But your body is full wrath.
We will help you force a stubborn, but spiritual, oak.
In the study you can hear my friend.
But the dictator will eventually be lost.
Please dare to try to learn your enemy.
I caught a heavy cold.
If the sink was buried in a damaged and repellent beard.
We are all paid within inches of hearing of prisoners in winter.
Strike! Strike! Drive from the bees.
He was found dead of smoke.
The victim is not your problem, large or small.
The word most often heard words:
Onions, fish, the first question, why you did not hear me complain.
Primarily
As first waves crash over first faces
We realize the desk’s purpose has been compromised
By our growth. You are more than you were.
We’re looking for the right translation, but you have to turn around.
It’s the question of whether it just keeps extending in space
Or stops because you stop. But its lack of life
Offers life to another in the future
(he can keep calling that stone my stone) if you get my meaning.
We must conceive it thusly, because to do otherwise
Would be to deny the orchestra its due (they take an obligatory bow)
And it will surely be remembered that
Not a few men have been killed by trumpets to the head.
I’m watching the spray.
I’ve thought about what hat you will wear.
It’s the only thing on my mind.
You wake, at first, in the clothes of ideas
And settle finally, fitfully, into
The rushing of traffic on early rain.
January 2011 | back-issues, poetry
Emergency Room
The receptionist is calm.
An old woman
is trying to vomit
behind a figured curtain.
A white wimpled nun
slides by
automatic door
closes without sound
against rubber bumpers.
Squeal of burned baby
rises to dog whistle soundlessness
behind another curtain.
Two security guards in tight Hessian blue,
pistols on hips,
walk around a supine third
who lies,
chest bare black against white bandages,
on cold chrome trolley
for x-rays.
It is 12:32 A. M.
and the doctor is explaining test results
to the ear
of a beige push-button phone.
Pain sits in straight-backed chairs,
crouches on couch cushions,
holds its guts
before ambulance entrance,
raves in a draped alcove,
waits to vanish
one way or another.
Explorer
The man who had never eaten spaghetti,
hard to believe,
of course,
was nevertheless eager to try.
“How do you do it?” he said
to anyone willing to answer.
Ordinary to some,
it looked formidable to him,
strings coiled in whiteness
with blood sauce
like a tangle of tape worms.
Someone said around a smile,
wrap it in the tines,
twirl it to submission.
Cut it,
end to end,
another friend suggested
or just
suck it up.
Dog History
There is only pavement here.
Odors float, invisible cirrus,
from weeds in cracks
between stones or from dried urine
disappearing except to dog’s scent.
No dog is naked, although
unclothed they present
buttocks to the sun
and consider genitalia
of chance acquaintances.
Without past, each writes
present with raised leg
or natural squat tickled
by grass or capricious winds.
No heaven waits perfection of dogs
but other dogs
sniffing, running, eating.
January 2011 | back-issues, poetry
New Somalia
Wherever she walks
that is Mogadishu.
Her ruby-colored veil cascades to her knees.
Her posture is not left to nature’s vices
like these impressionable
sidewalk-tamed and -framed trees.
The crosswalk blushes beneath her feet
for she weaves a red carpet out of its common,
striped concrete and, as she glides past,
cars stand at attention on the street,
giving her all but a military salute.
As she forges ahead, resolute as a general,
the mind conjures the flourish of a trumpet
and a desert wind is felt, carried inexplicably
upon an ocean breeze. Meanwhile,
seagulls on curved lampposts sit still
and the second-story dentist looks on,
mesmerized, at his window sill.
The traffic light gives green cards
but not all take off at once.
Somalia, for one, is still learning the roads
but she is with strength and drive replete.
I do not worry about her, that Somalia,
for, though she comes as a surprise to this town,
this town doesn’t surprise her in the least.
the (snow) globe
an arab who looked up to the west
until she looked it up
got the rundown
got run down
now looking up at stars
a female under males
trying to understand them
trying to get around them
without getting around
an american idolizing
the rising sun
but damning its horizon
a zealot searching for absolutes
in a chain reaction
a civilian hoping her soldier
will not be killed
by friendly fire
his memory steeped, dyed
in cold blood
people building up walls
walls tearing people down
human aliens invading
old stereotypes gracefully aging
actors without stages staging protests
picket lines shouting for an audience
lines of itinerant workers
for hire
and hopes for higher wages
falling to the ground
foreigners working as domestics
brown eyes becoming statistics
children whose existence
is resistance
unsympathetic weather
unnatural disasters
parents beating each other to pieces
trying to stay together
a family dilating and constricting
as the light comes out a rainbow
a human trying to be humane
a predator climbing down
the food chain
a storeowner resisting a window sale
a dog chasing after its own tail
an independent girl
still a dependent
a prisoner escaping
to confinement
a misguided man who considers
all but himself lost
another religiously secular
an atheist who wants to believe again
but has forgotten how
a virgin who always chastens herself
but wants to do it now
a millionaire who flies coach
a poor man with a porche
a liberal with a crocodile purse
a mercenary unattractive nurse
innumerable iterations of 0 and 1
wars both peoples lost
ones both countries won
ignoble nobel laureates
a disunited united nations
an inoperative surgeon
leading countless operations
sky rises raising eyebrows
not standards of living
and standards waving
over double-parked cars
over double-doubles
over double standards
i stand sometimes looking
at this small curious world
in a snow globe
sometimes
in the snow globe
looking out
curiously
at the world
Epitaph
I didn’t know what to do, at first,
with their last remains
so I lined them shoulder to shoulder
and ran over the bodies.
If burning a book is sacrilege, then what of human flesh?
If burying is cruel in life, how much more in death?
This way they’ll not repel the eye should they be unearthed.
This way not gods but simple men will trigger their rebirth,
and if a chance puff of dust tempts from you a sneeze,
it’ll be a comfort to know that those weren’t arms and knees.
So bury the urn and burn the blasted coffin.
I want to be the death of a few hundred trees;
I want to be a character in your memories.
