Vaporub

1900’s high tech vocabulary comes to mind.

Following the stapler, stethoscopes, steam locomotives, safety pins,

and tungsten steel much spoken of in our metallurgist’s family

where Dad won a Bessemer medal and we all hazarded a worry

while stepping into the Barney’s department store elevator

about metal fatigue, came this rearrangement

of antique comforts and distresses. Camphor,

eucalyptus, levomenthol, thyme, and cedar oil:

call them to mind and hearing this

you can feel already the aromatic stirrings swirl

up your sinuses. I think of embalming — myrrh

in the exotic garden setting the space ajar between death

and preservation. I thought it was named after my Dad — Vick’s —

and remember dimly him circling it on my chest

at night through the crush and press and gasp

of pertussis, how he sat by my bed through the night

when I was four, and camphor swirled like saints’ ghosts

up from the sheets. Bitter bewitching notes of turpentine

made me dream of his soaked rag in a tin in the cellar

for wiping oil paint splotches off our hands;

and paraffin — that lit my Nana’s glass lamps before the cords

came spidering across the ceilings. These ancient consolations

cleansing, opening, embrocatory magic

worked their mending sorceries toward sleep.

I have only to unscrew the small blue jar

from the shrine of my medicine cabinet’s back shelf

and trustworthy hands are anointing me again like hierophants

by night, whispering: rest and mend, and then,

you, too, go out and heal and make things strong and well.

 

Jennifer M Phillips

A much-published bi-national immigrant, gardener, Bonsai-grower, and painter, Jennifer M Phillips has lived in five states, two countries, and now, with gratitude, in Wampanoag ancestral land on Cape Cod, Massachusetts. Her chapbooks: Sitting Safe In the Theatre of Electricity (i-blurb.com, 2020) and A Song of Ascents (Orchard Street Press, 2022), and Sailing To the Edges (Finishing Line Press, forthcoming 2025). Two of Phillips’ poems were nominated for a Pushcart Prize. Her collection is Wrestling with the Angel (forthcoming, Wipf & Stock).

The Brasserie

Today’s sky is a weak imitation of blue.

She slips in the back door, a line cook

at the brasserie in Saint-Germain-des-Prés,

well-known for duck, well-known

for drifters and dreamers, lovers long gone

and those newly found. The man at the bar

will lie his way into any woman’s good graces

but that’s not her problem today, even though

they talk about him in back in many languages.

 

Duck perfectly rendered, apricots

tender and jam-like as they let go

of summer to tantalize with their scent

before the lunch rush,

haricots verts amandine butter-basted,

and if she has a few extra minutes, help

the pastry chef with crème brȗlée.

 

Curtains sweep open to her childhood

cooking with maman before the postcard—

dashed off in pencil—au revoir my child,

be strong, love well, you will always

be in my heart. She grabs a small glass

of almost-going-bad Bordeaux

and a bummed-off-a-bad-boy cigarette,

takes a quick break outside,

torn between the touching young words

of that postcard, and the yelling going on

in the kitchen.

 

She wears drab clothes one could call

military castoffs, and clogs, the footwear

of all kitchen personnel. She walks

the streets of the city before her shift,

goes to the markets, feeds heels of bread

to the fish in many different parks,

watches a gulls wings widen

in the coming-up sun, and greets

the old men playing morning chess,

espresso carts waiting to serve them when

they break—she plants a maternal kiss

on each man’s forehead, she’s known them for years.

They will always be in her heart, even the ones

whose weary eyes are shut against the world.

 

By Tobi Alfier

Tobi Alfier’s credits include Arkansas Review, The American Journal of Poetry, Cholla Needles, Gargoyle, James Dickey Review, KGB Bar Lit Mag, Louisiana Literature, Permafrost, Washington Square Review, and War, Literature and the Arts. She is co-editor of San Pedro River Review (www.bluehorsepress.com).

Lounging at Wilton Manors

Hook mouthed; a cadaver turns to kiss me—

Danny—adrift through skin, grabs

 

my filament of fishing line, pulling back

to bloom. He wears a lesion,

 

maybe three, dark and almost blued

to midnight, tells me it’s a birthmark

 

I’ve forgotten. The dream is 1986—

when death was stored in a dimpled

 

bottle, amethyst, scented, Halston Z-14

in every cabinet. I wake, find myself

 

poolside with shadows of old friends.

Gifts of age creep pockets—cock rings,

 

magnifier wipes, phones programmed

with reminders. Tired of survival,

 

dried like air cured cod, I flee Danny’s

pancake-hidden lesions, step into the afternoon.

 

Timeless scrotum by the pool, I swim

in yet another hour, outdoor showers and cabana

 

crypts. Lounging, friends and I are varicose,

a clot of sixties, seventies, a murder

 

of anniversaries breaking loose

and traveling to the heart. Time repeats,

 

a second AM/PM pillbox. I’m losing them.

I’m losing them all, again.

 

Robert Carr

Robert Carr is the author of Amaranth, published by Indolent Books, and two full-length collections published by 3: A Taos Press – The Unbuttoned Eye and The Heavy of Human Clouds. His poetry appears in many journals and magazines, including the Greensboro Review, the Massachusetts Review, and Shenandoah. Forthcoming collections include Phallus Sprouting Leaves, winner of the 2024 Rane Arroyo Chapbook Series, Seven Kitchens Press; and Blue Memento, from Lily Poetry Review Books. Additional information can be found at robertcarr.org

Alice

Alice Chu lives in Chongqing

and she attends classes online

loves hotpots and her friends

never submits work on time

can’t follow essay instructions

but she speaks perfect English

and writes crystalline sentences

a potential poet or a novelist

but her father has other plans

 

One day Alice logs into class

splotchy bruises on her arms

a heavy cast around her ankle

every part of her looks broken

but Alice Chu is still smiling

her dad shoved down the stairs

for a C plus grade on her essay

 

Who do you call when the

abused live on other continents?

and what’s there to be done

about never-returned messages?

and how do you tell parents

your child’s not doctor material?

and how do you lift someone

when you can only reach so far?

 

Alice—this dreamy teenager

not quite ready for university

a poetic giant, ready to awaken

with more guidance and patience

her father demands perfection

but Alice Chu’s already perfect

 

 

Brendan Praniewicz

Brendan Praniewicz earned his MFA in creative writing from San Diego State in 2007 and has subsequently taught creative writing at San Diego colleges. He has had poetry published in From Whispers to Roars, Tiny Seed Journal, That Literary Review, and The Dallas Review. In addition, he received second place in a first-chapters competition in the Seven Hills Review Chapter Competition in 2019. He won first place in The Rilla Askew Short Fiction Contest in 2020. He was a Pushcart Nominee for poetry in 2023.

Ann Weil

Post Break-up Souvenir Shopping, Naples

 

No to the limoncello, liquid sunshine in hand-painted glass bottles.

No to the porcelain-handled pizza cutters poised to slice a pie.

Nope to the floral-print tablecloth/napkin sets, nope to Deruta pottery blue-rimmed with lemons.

No to the prayer candles, neither Madonna and Child nor Madonna Ciccone.

No to the mother-of-pearl music boxes tinkling That’s Amore.

No to a Sexy Priests 12-month calendar— but Father August is devilishly hot!

Nope to Quentin Tarantino prayer candles— enough already.

No to Mount Vesuvius snow globes, though the ashes are quite fitting.

But to the wicker baskets brimming with little clay heads— I say Yes!

and pay three euros for the one that looks like yours.

 

 

Dreaming of the Jersey Shore

 

The Muffin Man woke at 4 a.m., turned on

the lights at Drury Lane. He gathered ingredients: lemons,

flour, eggs, sugar, poppy seeds, baking powder, milk, butter, salt.

 

It was Tuesday, a lemon-poppy seed bake.

Everyone knew The Muffin Man. Or thought they did.

In the solitude of pre-dawn, he was not above smoking a cigarette

 

while he stirred, flicking an ash or two into the batter.

And it wasn’t even Ash Wednesday. People didn’t know him,

only that Thursday was cherry chocolate, Friday was blueberry crumble.

 

Muffins weren’t the only thing crumbling.

For years now, The Muffin Man dreamed of a different life—

one where he braised osso buco at a seaside café.

 

Where he worked side by side with a soulmate wife

while the kids played underfoot, and his friends—  those guys

he should have stayed tight with since high school—

 

came around on Saturday nights for a plate of oysters

and a bottle of pinot gris. Things hadn’t turned out the way he’d hoped.

He took another drag on the cigarette, greased the muffin tins.

 

“After the morning rush,” he said aloud to no one but himself,

“I’m going to post my profile on one of those dating sites— Binge,

or Yes, Chef, or maybe FreshCatch.com.” But The Muffin Man knew

 

he was all flour dust, no yeast.

He’d spend another afternoon in the safe embrace

of Zillow: commercial zone, large oven, ocean view.

 

Ann Weil

Ann Weil is the author of Lifecycle of a Beautiful Woman (Yellow Arrow Publishing, 2023) and Blue Dog Road Trip (Gnashing Teeth Publishing, October 2024). Her poetry appears or is forthcoming in Pedestal Magazine, RHINO, Chestnut Review, DMQ Review, Maudlin House, 3Elements Review, and elsewhere. Her poem, “Moon Child,” was nominated for a Pushcart Prize by Burningword Literary Journal and selected for inclusion in the 2024 Edition of Best New Poets. She earned her doctorate at the University of Michigan and lives with her husband and soul-dog in Ann Arbor, MI, and Key West, FL.

untethered

my mother dreams of taking off

in a hot air balloon, not exactly flying

but rising, a slow-motion escape

fueled by the hiss of flame

parachute silk and her breath-

held longing to be lifted

from ground

 

she collects postcards and prints

of antique airships and dirigibles

turn-of-the-century flying machines

captained by men in waistcoats

and bowler hats – she has a flight

plan of her own, a Magritte fantasy

to disappear

 

from suburbia to surreal

in a swirl of sun and fringed scarf

glinting spyglass held to her eye

she will launch in a basket

packed up like a picnic

rainbow canopy overhead

she will ascend            with a whoosh

 

and a wave      from bumpy field

tedium to aerial parade – high-stepping

above trees and cow leas into clouds

as the earth below grows as small

as she knows it to be

grasslands and cul-de-sac

homes, cars ferrying families

to church, bridge games

and laundry days, blackberry

bushes to pluck, gardens to weed –

 

and we three

watching her float in the gondola

of a full-moon balloon, circled by birds

bon voyage cries and those on the ground

clapping leaping reaching –

‘til all that remains is shadow

big and round as a basilica crown

 

Lucinda Trew

Lucinda Trew lives and writes in North Carolina with her jazz musician husband, two dogs, one cat, and far too many (or never enough?) books to count. Her work has been featured in Bloodroot Literary Magazine, Cathexis Northwest, Mockingheart Review, storySouth, Eastern Iowa Review, and other journals and anthologies. She is a two-time Pushcart Prize nominee, Best of the Net nominee, and Boulevard’s 2023 Emerging Poet Award recipient.

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