Feral Cat

Quietly with sly energy,

it circles a black hole

in this jungled universe.

 

feral mind feline creeping

pauses in pursuit, too ready

to nap another day away.

 

Oh this mind like the attic, bearer

of all rejects: artwork, furniture,

broken toys, cobwebs, dust motes

claim stale air.

 

Emotion is turned off, more a leaky pipe

for some replacement part

now on backorder, while the mind

 

Remains confused, eschews

uncorked sadness, challenges

action, the what if and what is

as it appears in the present.

 

The cat’s tail like an antenna picks up

a mouse dead behind the old

sewing machine table, stalks its remains

 

Through a packed jungle of unwanted

leftovers; none show rhyme nor reason.

Could that mind, more likely instinct

 

Than feelings lie among that pile

of castoffs already in play

between two large cat paws?

 

by Lee Landau

 

This poet writes with raw honesty about family events, those dysfunctional backstories. She shelters emotion from the snowy winters of Minnesota that spark her imagination. She writes about obsessions, both large and small that tumble through her poems. Publications include BlueStockings Magazine at Brown University, Wisconsin Review, Breath and Shadow, Avalon Literary Review, Tipton Poetry Journal, Ice Box Journal, Rockhurst Review, Vending Machine Press, The Monarch Review, Else Where Lit.

City Without a Name

Moon jelly in the sea noodle

Shimmer of flying fish  morning

Laughs to itself  the sky has landed

Along the beach  water dripping off its hair

Sometimes the world might

Come in a little ahead of the game

Today it looks like it was going to rain

Airwaves change a seagull into a musket ball

The lovely girl I’m too old & fat for

Sets her halo down

Next to her umbrella

It must get mighty rainy in heaven

& there’s still a star in the sky

A little pinkish around the edges

Gotta change this reality

Hold onto life by its tables & chairs

Typhoon voices too loud to be heard

Words bouncing around in the back of my mind

Rainfall rattles the windowshades

The wind seems laboring

Up a long flight of stairs

A car horn honks my name

The cannonade of an endless heart

A new window has opened

Spider webs are forming

The ceiling is falling

The Eiffel tower in miniature

Infrared balloon bubbling

Between the starfish high

In the mountains

& what only time will tell

The world loves itself in a special way

A man doesn’t have to worry about

The sunlight on how it is.  The shadow

Of the door swung its shadow.  She kind of

Knew something was going to happen

It was a ruby chandelier shot thru a wineglass

Falling back into empty spaces

Handwriting too indecipherable

To remain undecoded

A book too complicated

To remain unfinished

Bricks ripped away

In the underground restaurant

To make it seem more rustic

There is a solidity

Even in dreams

With its last breath the mountain

Yodels down the ravine

Nothing but rock formations

Shaped like cathedral spires.

 

 

by Kurt Cline

Kurt Cline is Associate Professor of English and World Comparative Literature, National Taipei University of Technology.  His full-length book of poetry, Voyage the Sun, was published by Boston Poet Press in 2008.  Poems and stories have appeared, most recently, in BlazeVOX, Danse Macabre, Shotglass Review, Wilderness House Literary Review, HuesoLoco, Apocrypha and Abstractions, Black Scat, and Clockwise Cat.  Scholarly articles have appeared in Anthropology of Consciousness; Concentric, Beatdom Literary Journal; and Comparative Civilizations and Cultures.

Purgatory

Trying out for the Senior Class Play’s

romantic lead opposite my girl but coming in second

to the ever-popular handsome hunky Everett

then having to watch him romancing her

on-stage from backstage for weeks.

 

Waiting for my wife in this busy hair salon

with all the clipping, combing, coiffing

and fussing with hair length, color, body . . .

with the incessant small talk all these people wasting

so much time it’s hair for crying out loud!

 

As a youngster he was an altar boy

carrying the cross or The Holy Book

to the altar, his face stern with religiosity.

Today he’s in the ICU waiting for the doctors

to decide if he should stay there or go to hospice.

 

by Michael Estabrook

 

Retired now working around the yard and writing more poems or trying to anyhow. Noticed 2 Cooper’s hawks staked out in our yard or above it I should say explains the disappearing chipmunks.

The droning drowns out my thoughts

They give me no peace,

constantly flying over

at all hours.

Right on schedule,

with the precision

of a quartz timepiece.

 

The drone unmistakable,

they buzz by,

far too small

and too low

for commercial aircraft,

yet unassuming enough

for covert military intelligence.

Manned or unmanned, it

makes no difference, as

my house sits outside

any published flight plans.

This much I know.

 

That leaves me

as their sole purpose

for being HERE,

their target.

It leaves me,

also, the only one bothered.

Hell, the only one

to even acknowledge

the strangeness of

their presence.

 

But like everything else,

what can I do?

Nothing.

Absolutely nothing.

So as always,

I grit my teeth,

force a smile,

and pretend I

don’t notice.

 

It’s harder than it looks.

 

by Matthew Armagost

Matter

You said

I could be anything

So I became “Me”

But then

You said

That “Me” was too

Cliché

Predictable

Counterfeit

So I became

A sunflower

stretching with every fiber

of my being

toward the sky

toward the light

But you didn’t like that

You said

I set my sights too high

So I became a tortoise

stagnant

relying on my complacency and

not my accountability

But you quickly grew bored of me

You said

That I took things too slow

So I became a feather

bending and waning

vulnerable to impurities

and

emotional cacophony

lilting.

But then

You said

I was too soft

I traded hats with a thousand strangers

and nothing seemed to fit

your rules

So I became a cardboard box

With my edges fraying

And a sticker marked FRAGILE

Slapped on my left side

You put me in storage

And let me become

Worn

Weathered

Broken

And when you took me out again

My sticker had fallen off

And I wasn’t FRAGILE anymore.

The edges of me started to disintegrate

Until

I was just matter

Even though

all this time I felt like

I Didn’t.

 

by Piper Wood

The Weight of Violence

You’re in the pickup with Scotty B and buzzing with anticipation cause you’re about to score and this makes your skin tingle thinking about the rush of dopamine and potential for sudden violence that comes with every deal and to feed the synergy you reach for the volume on the stereo just as the song ends and the void of sound takes you back to the bar

where amid the neon and dinge of a dive turned trendy you caught the lean through the corner of your eye before the kiss between two guys who looked like college kids enjoying a night on-the-slum and unaware of the culture shift when you leave the sandstone and iron of Okie Yuppie U.

Your first instinct was fear so you scanned the bar while telling yourself this is Tulsa and waited for the slur you’ve heard so many times it has no impact anymore and your mind went back to the night you and Scotty B were good and lit and laughing and you placed a hand on the curve of his ribs in a manner that made his spine stiffen as he shrugged away and this instant had you at the brink of fight or flight until Scotty B pretended nothing happened and you let your fists uncurl.

This is Tulsa.  And you can’t understand the way things are changing because you know it never will for you with your line of descent traced through generations of Hank and Merle and Cash on vinyl and your father singing Garth’s ode with the bulls and blood and dust and mud and in the silence between songs you turn to Scotty B and twang out the drawl real nice when you tell him used to be they called this shit Horse back in the seventies and that’s the best name for a drug they ever was.

 

by Geoff Peck

Geoff Peck received his MFA from the University of Pittsburgh and is currently a PhD candidate at the University of North Dakota.  His fiction and poetry have appeared in over a dozen journals and he has been nominated for Best New American Poets after winning the Academy of American Poets Thomas McGrath Award.