January 2012 | back-issues, poetry
Frankie bites a peach, axks what’s gonna be on the test.
Here sit our vessels, dressed up in sound,
shrouded in the rattle of bone & the tap of Celeste’s pencil
as she copies questions onto the surface of the desk:
How can we cut
the carotid artery,
and how will the heart,
that is no longer beating,
respond?
In which chamber
will the attack
be the end of us,
and which will just make us
very lucky,
an avoider of the salt shaker,
fierce embracer of children?
“We went over this last week”, Ms. Moon says.
All these things have passed,
are passing.
“We’ve got to move on”, she says.
Last week’s answers, they were that
The wall of the heart has three layers and that
the Indians, they drum.
They form circles and they drum.
They drum past the time that it gets dark and their hands are tired,
they keen and cut to bleed, hoping that their time is never.
Frankie sucks a peach pit,
lips wet as a feral cat’s.
Turns and says if he don’t pass this one,
he’ll bust open the head of the angry Moon,
carves an elegy to blood and bone in the stale air behind him.
—Elisa Abatsis
January 2012 | back-issues, poetry
LONELY NIGHTS
Against the old oak I cling my cheek
to hear a lost voice inside;
The voice of a lost friend,
the voice of my lost father and mother,
the voice of lost love.
And in this lonely night the voices
inside the old oak are quiet and inaudible,
as if dying along with my spirit.
The night has turned its beautiful lonely face to the sky,
and I,
I call out my own name in this lonely night.
which became perfectly strange to me –
with some desperate hope
that I shall hear the echo of my own spirit.
Wise people say that each spirit is made of memories,
and my memories are dead;
dead like those lost voices inside the old oak,
which, like vampire claws,
raises its old, barren branches towards a black crow,
to steel its voice and to call out into this silent, lonely night,
like the voice of many friends of men,
that someone’s tear sometime dies before it’s born.
Inside me, there is still hope
that someone shall hear my name,
and that it won’t sound as strange
as it does to me.
Slowly and ghastly I tread the shadows
like a sinner treads the skulls in hell,
and I call out with a solitary cry
into this lonely night,
to chase away death, if I can’t chase away solitude.
But what is life worth without voices,
not the ones you can buy,
but voices of conscience,
which are born and eternally live along with human souls.
Against the old oak I cling my cheek,
and I listen in to a thousand souls,
Now I know,
yes, Lord, now I know that someone will call my name as well,
because when you hear the voices of souls
of dear people you’ve lost,
you have the power
to bear memories of yourself in someone else.
THE OLD MAN AND THE BUTTERFLY
How many wishes and hopes pass through a man’s mind?
This is what I am thinking about while looking
into the sad face of an old man
who is motionlessly starring into the distance,
as if down there,
in the blue eye of the dreamy sea
he shall find all the answers.
And while the turquoise hands of the moon drive the shadows
into the old man’s embrace,
a turquoise butterfly merrily flaps its wings
and radiates rays of light
along the dark ridges of this warm summer night
above his trembling tired head.
Perhaps this is the reason why
the old man’s sad face looks up
instead of down,
why the sparkle of life still glows
in his tired eyes.
This butterfly is very young,
but his noble parentage is very old,
and that noble parentage used to spread its turquoise light
in the times of the old man’s parents
and grandparents,
back in the time when hope was born
(and people say that hopes are younger than solitude).
It seems that the old man feels it,
and he raises his tired eyes whenever he hears
the harmonious sound of the butterfly’s turquoise wings,
and death,
like a dark lady,
respectfully waits for its turn,
as if it took pity on the old man’s boyish gaze;
How many wishes and hopes pass through a man’s mind
while he helplessly sits
and waits for death?
I wonder where his thoughts are traveling now
and which soul in heaven do they touch?
His mother’s soul?
His father’s soul?
His brother’s and sister’s souls?
Because souls are like butterflies,
crawling the earth with people,
only to eventually fly up to the sky,
perfectly free and magically bright.
All of this must be passing through the old man’s thoughts
while he looks at the turquoise butterfly
in such a childish and lively manner.
Everything on him is dead,
apart from that childish gaze,
which makes his old man’s thoughts so young
and so full of hope
that his soul might soon enough fly up
like his dear butterfly;
How many wishes and hopes pass through a man’s mind;
yes, Lord, how many wishes and hopes are passing
my old father’s mind now.
YOUR VOICE
Where did your voice disappear, man?
In the demonic fires of passion?
In golden castles of terrible greed?
In the dark gorge of vanity?
You voices wander the golden mirages,
Your tired spirit wanders the golden dusts,
Like a warning for the new age;
When the golden bell rings on Wall Street,
Your voice will be even quieter,
Caught in the silky spider web you look up
To see the reflection of your lost spirit in the heavenly dome;
When the golden bell rings on Wall Street,
You find your limbo in the blue ink!
You are seeking your resurrection in verses!
In which verse do I find your voice?
In Walt Whitman’s verse of freedom?
In Ezra Pound’s tragic verse?
In Robert Frost’s accusing verse?
Your voice is hiding in the column of abandoned shadows,
Escaping the lunatic gazes of golden masks,
In which many inebriated eyes found their home.
Whose eyes are they?
The eyes of maddened street lights?
The eyes of hungry death?
The eyes of a lost man?
The shadows march the streets of funeral processions,
The terrible voice of the golden bell chases the poor into the graves,
Golden masks steal human faces,
The eyes of conscience become blind,
Your voice is ever quieter.
Walter William Safar is the author of a number of a significant number of prose works and novels, including “Leaden Fog”, “Chastity On Sale”, “In The Flames Of Passion”, “The Price Of Life”, “Above The Clouds”, “The Infernal Circle”, “The Scream”, “The Devil’s Architect”, “Queen Elizabeth II”, as well as a book of poems.
January 2012 | back-issues, poetry
We used to be small, with many a great care
taking cover from comrades, waiting to give chase
Seeking the monsters of our youth
attics, closets, beds, basements
– better we find them, than they us
Rain’s worms and snow’s angels,
the business of those quarters
Feared only were the fatherly scold
the playground rebuke and the motherly palm
in a time when the doubts of giants trickled down to our crowns
like raindrops upon ants
Now we roam as giants
much too tall to gaze upon the insects
whom we frolicked with once upon a time
and our tears have matured
They will plunge toward our heirs, threaten to drown them
unless they learn quickly to amend
and mirror the tread of their keepers
From ours we fled
Two wheel commute carrying us far from our jobs
of holding no agenda, but instead faceless grudges –
then unnamed
fated to revisit in adult slumber and
despite all,
keep us from remembering what we then could not see…
were still less complicated times
Patrick Battle has been previously published in the Garland Court Review (2010) and from 2007 to 2008. He worked as a columnist and staff writer for Northern Star, Northern Illinois University’s daily print publication with a circulation of 15,000 and is currently pursuing an Associate’s degree in Journalism at Harold Washington College in Chicago, IL.
January 2012 | back-issues, poetry
Winterscape: Crow vs Snow
Like billions of dark butterflies
Beating their wings
Against nightmares, rather
Like myriads of
Spirited coal-flakes
Spread from the sky
Of another world
A heavy black snow
Falls, falling, fallen
Down towards the horizon
Of my mind, where a little crow
White as a lost patch
Of autumn fog
Is trying hard to flap, flying
From bough to bough
Zeugmatic America: A Parallel Poem
Every time you stage a play or an election in your own yard
You cannot wait to shake hands with your audiences and their wealth
No matter whether it is the passage of a new bill or an old dilemma
You excel particularly at manipulating public will and private property
With your weeping eyes and hands
You keep waging war and peace far beyond your boundaries
While you kill non-Americans and their hope together
To turn all others and othernesses into biblical dust
More often than not, you selfish intentions prove
Much more destructive than your smart bombs
You invisible fighter jets strike far farther
Than your visible arms of peace effort
You are simply too great for a small criticism
Too super-powerful for a weak opposition
Too democratic for a totalitarian competition
And too single-minded for a double standard
Changming Yuan, author of Chansons of a Chinaman and 4-time Pushcart nominee, grew up in rural China and published several monographs before moving to North America. Currently Yuan teaches in Vancouver and has had poetry appearing in over 400 literary publications worldwide, including Barrow Street, Best Canadian Poetry, Best New Poems Online, Cortland Review, Exquisite Corpse and RHINO.
January 2012 | back-issues, poetry
His shrinking humiliation blistered in the sun.
You raise your nose at him
but I’ve seen you,
I’ve seen you digging trough the dumpsters,
hissing at spectators as they laugh at your misfortune.
Lean in close and listen to the clicking
of the kitchen clock. Maddening, isn’t it?
All of your mental calculations are letting you
down, aren’t they?
These are nights of love and laughter
followed by days of unapologetic
loneliness.
You stare at the dirty wine glasses
filling your sink as if you’re the only one
who feels empty on a daily basis.
Cliff Weber is 25 years-old and lives in Los Angeles. He has self-published three books, “Matzo Ball Soup” in 2009, “Jack Defeats Ron 100-64” in 2010 and “Remain Frantic” in 2011. His work has appeared in Adbusters, Out of Our, Burning Word, Bartleby Snopes and Young American Poets, among others. Weber is currently in need of a book publisher.
