Retcon

The day as white as snow reversed

The gash in the boy’s chin-flesh reknit

The starling sucks its song back into its head

 

The fire net door quiets to static nothing

The moth rises from dust toward the turncoat beacon

A spark flies away

 

Alto notes return to brass the bell replaced in its glass

And the phone calling from the next room cuts out

Like a false alarm the clock windmills counterclockwise

 

Days grow long

Father walks through the door with his back turned

In every direction the family waits for him to come home.

 

Nick Visconti

Nick Visconti is a writer living in Brooklyn with an artist and a cat. He plays softball most weekends.

Chatterbox

Bells clanging      clang clang,

crunching rocks      underneath these feet,

chirping      birds

chirping      crickets,

silence masks its own noise,      a white noise,

hostile      eggshell      cream colored-noise

 

There are       so many subjects

that are      Difficult to talk about.

 

Focus on the sunrise shining,      glinting off

diamond rings,      trespassing through windows,

windows of houses,      quiet, early, early like

the railroad workers,      the airline service desk,

screaming babies,      diner cooks

 

Different people      will find some subjects

more difficult to talk about      than others.

 

And our edges are      eventually eroded by the

onslaught of      unpredictable weather patterns

and we all eventually      disappear,

though we never entirely leave      our guises

behind,      our treasure troves six feet under

the ground and      thousands of feet above

 

All that I care about      is the memories.

 

Samantha Moya

Samantha Moya is a data specialist with a Ph.D. in Political Science from the University of Colorado Boulder. She does her own writing and arts on the side. Her work has been featured in Serotonin Poetry, The Raven Review, Epoch Press, Tension Literary, and The Poetry Question. She is originally from Albuquerque, New Mexico and currently resides in Denver, Colorado with her husband and two dogs. She can be found at Twitter/X and Instagram @samanthalmoya.

When Was Takes Over Your Life

You mourn yesterday’s bare branches when

not a single cherry blossom was

on them. The silent neighbor who takes

slow walks, where is he? You can’t get over

their absence, how they settled into your

invisible calendar, tracked life

 

so you didn’t have to ponder life’s

unanswerable questions when

3:00 in the morning haunts and acts your

nag. There is no present, only was.

You don’t want to know this play is over

so decades of scenes come back, take

 

you on journeys the future would take

you on, if you believed in it. You guess life’s

mysteries have answered themselves over

time—Who are your loves? Your friends? When

your brother-in-law died young–wasn’t

that day the most tragic? A late baby–your

 

happiest? Done. You walk past the house your

mother lived in, relive all the outtakes

of the movie that starred only you, was

boys, tears, edge-of-your-seat drama, life

that was always about to happen when

the sun rose. She watched. And it’s over.

 

Even your father’s judgments are over.

That report card he frowned at, that boy you’re

still wild about, the career you’d start when

you got real, the money he’d say it takes

to survive in the world, make a full life.

You didn’t know all those strictures were

 

your spine. You Google old boyfriends, always

a bad idea. Most are dead and over

you. Actors alive during your whole life

slip away. Why do you care? But losing your

touchstones means finding new ones. That takes

an open heart. Living backwards started when?

 

 

Dreams are no better. They take over

where the day left off, flashing their childhood

pictures when your life was going to be.

 

Rosanne Singer

Rosanne Singer is a poet and memoirist living in Baltimore and just about to finish an MFA at the University of Baltimore. For 25 years, she was a teaching artist in the Maryland schools and also part of small arts teams working with wounded warriors and their families at Walter Reed National Military Medical Center in Bethesda, MD, and with pediatric patients at Georgetown Hospital in Washington, DC. Her recent poetry appears in Allium Journal and 1-70 Review, and her recent memoir appears in The Baltimore Fishbowl and Fatal Flaw Literary Magazine.

Claire Scott

Keeping Score

 

The score 983 to 735

he’s quite a bit ahead

(as you can see)

46 points for washing my car

52 for buying me flowers

minus 10 because slightly wilted

I lost 66 points when I called him fuck face

after he watched four hours of women’s

beach volleyball, focused on barely-there bikinis

and 358 when I dropped our tax return in the toilet

but wait, just in

579 points for fixing his phlegmatic computer

saving us a small fortune

I gloat and glee around the room

eternally grateful to You Tube

the god of Fixing All Things

I love this game

but the score suddenly shifts

I lose 937 points for flouncing & swaggering

I collapse on the sofa & swig straight gin

(lose 88 more points)

who cares

stupid ledger

stupid game

 

 

Cutting Onions

 

My husband is cutting an onion with a spoon,

an almost impossible task. I notice

there’s a lock on the drawer with knives,

the first drawer on the left, under the counter.

Is he slow-sliding into dementia? Our kids

 

are long gone, no need to hide knives, especially

since I just sharpened my Kyoku carving knife

to slice tonight’s roast chicken. What of the row

of wine bottles lined up like empty soldiers?

Did he pour out all that expensive chardonnay?

 

And where is the thick cotton clothes line

that just arrived from Amazon,

the god of Good Things? I watched

a YouTube video on how to make a clove hitch

that won’t come untied, even under the weight of wet sheets.

 

Is it time to call Dr. Campbell? Am I losing my husband

to a one-way disease? Could Aricept help?

What of coconut oil or Coral calcium

or maybe twenty jumping jacks a day?

The onion is reduced to a soggy goo.

 

My husband frowns and tosses it in the trash.

For sure a call to Dr. Campbell first thing in the morning.

Tonight I will drive across the Golden Gate Bridge

and gaze down at the currents of swirling water.

If only I could find my car keys.

 

 

Claire Scott

Claire Scott is an award-winning poet who has received multiple Pushcart Prize nominations. Her work has appeared in the Atlanta Review, Bellevue Literary Review, New Ohio Review, and Healing Muse, among others. Claire is the author of Waiting to be Called and Until I Couldn’t. She is the co-author of Unfolding in Light: A Sisters’ Journey in Photography and Poetry.

Promise I Make Myself

When I turn 70, I am embracing vices

like a newly-discovered, long-lost twin,

like an adolescent puppy love,

vices I avoided all my life out of fear,

abundant caution and good common sense.

I will smoke cigarettes like Bogart and Garbo—

seriously, mysteriously, sexily,

and casually.  I will smoke cigars

and pipes.  I will dare cancer to catch me.

I will dabble in recreational drugs,

will sample ecstasy, hallucinogens,

and, of course, marijuana.  I will eat

the whole brownie, maybe two, and will sleep

the deep and blissful sleep of the stoned

and will laugh myself silly

at ordinary wonders of the world.

I will mix myself boozy drinks with names

like Moscow Mule or White Russian or Sex

on the Beach or Mai Tai.  I will go nude

at nude beaches and stare unabashedly

at naked splendors there displayed.  I will.

I will hire expensive companions

and have unwise, illicit, unsafe sex.

I will gamble.  I will ride in helicopters

and bi-planes, on backs of motorcycles,

my arms around the supple, sinuous waists

of younger daredevils.  I will be

a daredevil.  I will eat like Anthony Bourdain.

When I turn 70, I will explore

all the vices, including the one

my parents thought the worst of all

the others, the biggest sin: indolence.

 

Cecil Morris

Cecil Morris has been nominated for a Pushcart in 2021, 2022, and 2023. He and his indulgent partner, the mother of their children, divide their year between the central valley of California and the Oregon coast. He has poems appearing or forthcoming in The Ekphrastic Review, English Journal, Hole in the Head Review; Rust + Moth, Sugar House Review, Willawaw Journal, and other literary magazines.

Horizontal Snow

Mesmerizing horizontal snow

on Halloween, a weather record

for Chicago accumulation–

 

Chicagoans are unpredictable, too,

when they observe Halloween,

putting on masks

when they sit in bars

dressed in orange and black,

sip Betteljuice Cocktails,

tout toy lasar guns like children

dressed as action heroes,

Hasbro Avenger Marvel Titans

with lightning bolts

across their chests,

strut in the costume competition

that doesn’t win the prize

in the school parade.

 

By Jan Ball

Jan has published 396 poems in U.S. and international journals like Nimrod and Slipstream, U.S. and Orbis, England, and Cordite, Australia. Finishing Line Press published her four chapbooks and first full-length poetry collection. She has been nominated twice for the Pushcart as well as twice for Best of the Net.

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