in the empty house where no one believes in empty houses

in the empty house
where no one believes in
empty houses
truth is not an object
with any value

a man says [i]i love you[/i]
to his wife
or he doesn’t
and either way she has
already left him

a child is found murdered
in the bathroom and
then another
and then three more

the words
[i]there is something wrong here[/i]
are left unspoken

the refrigerator hums
and the clocks run backwards
and the kitten is two months old
but will have to be
given away

and why should it live
in the face of these
five drowned children?

the answer depends on
who you ask
and it’s too fucking hot today
for these abstractions

say the word five times
and get it over with

dead dead
dead dead dead

go to the kitchen to find
a cold beer

call your wife’s name and wait
the rest of your life
for an answer

Cathedral

I walk reverently,
footsteps soft as
feathers falling.
I am humbled
by giants, asleep
in Muir Woods.
Solitary sentinels
reach for heaven,
scrape the sky.
End of daylight
tiredly slants,
filters through
canopied roof,
ageless shadows
of God’s cathedral,
illuminating my path.
Overwhelming silence
enraptures me
as angels sing
of God’s gift to man:
the sacred redwood.

Cathedral first appeared in [i]Melange Journal[/i].

Those Red Shoes

phone rings.
he wants me,
I can tell, or
is it those red shoes?

sounds made
by high heels
on reflective,
wooden floors
bedevil him.

I am someone else
in scarlet spikes.
my skirt swirls
freely
in the warm air
surrounding me
like a swarm of honey bees.

my legs, longer
in those red shoes,
belong to a seductress;
a stranger to me.

I am rhythm.
my breasts bounce
upon the off beat.

he is at the door.
my pulse quickens
as I slip on those red shoes,
and one thing leads to another.

Cardinal Directions

I am a compass
on which polarity
has been reversed.
I move in directions
I feel I should move
and do not bother
to ask if it is right.

People question
my feet as they
propel me backwards
and my feet scuffle
along, concentrating
too much for
idle chit-chat.

They will not
ask me to my face
because they cannot
find it. For the world
has many eyes, none
of which can see.

Half-full Moon

I’m through measuring
my life by pounds
and inches. I come
to myself humbled,
asking forgiveness
but I will not listen.
I pour the last sorrow
down the drain.
It is the new year,
my glass is empty,
the half-full moon
urges me to celebrate.

Planning Nothing

Today I move
without rising
to my feet.
I think without
being conscious
of thought,
and act through
the inaction
of my soul.

The world is
a series of
complications,
focused on
now, past,
and future
none of which
is relevant.

I plan my day
by planning nothing.