A Man’s Demons

My stepfather could be kind

when his hidden demons

did not plague decisions I discerned.


A child can only analyze actions,

shadows reflecting the body,

motions to mimic, wrestling


with the waves causing callous

repercussions, creating chameleon

reactions from what my teen-vision


saw. I observed a man whose hands

painted mastery, Michelangelo’s student

touching his canvas, one could feel


a man’s face. I observed a man

whose voice was soulful enough,

a stranger debating marriage would


buy a wedding ring. I observed

when his hands weren’t moving,

when the theater was empty, echoes


rose of tales he kept to himself. Voices

from the demons that plagued him

gave him his vices, filling glasses,


rising temper, spreading anger,

drinking, puffing, smoking, choking

a life, stagnating work promotions,


taking shallow steps towards goals,

a peeled banana softened, blackened,

losing firm grounding around himself.


Maybe the pressure of military life

and death darkened visions from friends

never forgotten. Maybe the pressure


of social behaviors of blended family

caused misery. Maybe the pressure—

coming to his hometown after two-decades,


finding old friends, riding the same street

corners and blocks became his framework

to live. Maybe. I still may love him; his


decisions left my mother in an unmarked grave.


Mervyn R Seivwright

Mervyn R. Seivwright has appeared or has forthcoming published works in AGNI Literary Magazine, The Trinity Review, African American Review, Santa Fe Literary Review, Montana Mouthful Literary Magazine, iō Literary Journal, The Stirling Spoon, The Scribe Literary Journal, Flights Literary Journal, Rigorous Magazine, Prometheus Dreaming Cultural Journal, and Toho Journal. He has received recognition as Second-Runner-Up for Mount Island’s Lucy Terry Prince poetry contest, a Semi-Finalist for the Midwest Review’s Poetry Contest, Z Publishing’s Kentucky’s Best Emerging Poets 2019, and has a poem commissioned by the British Museum, Ipswich, United Kingdom. Mervyn holds an MFA in Creative Writing from Spalding University, Louisville KY. He is from Jamaican heritage, born in London, England while he currently lives in Schopp, Germany.

A Bird that Cannot Fly

As hollow dread overtakes dawn –

I am imprisoned in my bed.

Sleeplessness of despair –

a bird that cannot fly.

Weighted down by wetted feathers of indecision,

daylight falters.

Darkness remains the dictator of the hour,

commanding black clouds.

Pain tells my story, oh so well!

Screaming alarm calls my name,

 it is for naught!

Chained to my fears by an affliction that will not cease.

It is only the beginning,

yet I want this day to end.

To fly my nest

 and soar beyond imagination once more.


Ann Christine Tabaka

Ann Christine Tabaka was nominated for the 2017 Pushcart Prize in Poetry, has been internationally published, and won poetry awards from numerous publications. She is the author of 9 poetry books. She has recently been published in several micro-fiction anthologies and short story publications. Christine lives in Delaware, USA. She loves gardening and cooking. Chris lives with her husband and three cats. Her most recent credits are: Burningword Literary Journal; Muddy River Poetry Review; The Write Connection; Ethos Literary Journal, North of Oxford, Pomona Valley Review, Page & Spine, West Texas Literary Review, The Hungry Chimera, Sheila-Na-Gig, Foliate Oak Review, Better Than Starbucks!, The Write Launch, The Stray Branch, The McKinley Review, Fourth & Sycamore. Website: https://annchristinetabaka.com

The First Boy I Kissed

Jerry Rubin

lived next door.

Does that still count?


He was Protestant.

I was Catholic.

We were a hundred sacraments apart.


The kiss was quick, a dry pinched peck.

I didn’t even have time to close my eyes

like the flawless girls in the Saturday movies


Later when I confessed

to my Catholic classmates

there was an audible gasp.


Startlingly, Mary Beth didn’t say:

You KISSED a boy!

She said, you kissed a PROTESANT


as if I had said

I kissed a blind goat

with leprosy.


Jerry grew up and moved away,

I grew weary of Catholic boys, apostles,

Catechism. Catechism.  Catechism.


Maybe that’s why I married a Hindu.

And the first time I kissed my husband-to-be

it was fierce and long and wet


and I thought

Hare Krishna!

Hare Ram!


Gail Ghai

Gail Ghai is a graduate of the University of Alberta and a Fellow in Writing from the University of Pittsburgh. Her poetry has appeared in literary journals including The Malahat Review, Jama, the Yearbook of American Poetry and The Delhi-London Quarterly. Awards include a Pushcart Prize nomination and a Henry C. Frick scholarship for creative teaching. She is the author of three chapbooks of poetry as well as an art/writing poster entitled, “Painted Words. Ghai works as an ESL instructor for the Pittsburgh Pirates in Bradenton, FL and also serves as the moderator of the Ringling Poets in Sarasota, FL.

Grace Notes

It’s so much work to stay alive

but living has its payoffs

sunset so stunning it burns your eyes

mathematical precision in a seashell

an unexpected kind word

in a foreign city

not that any of these will fix

the human condition

after all there’s a graveyard

beneath everything

but such small grace notes

can lighten the load


Like when you teared up

kissing that girl good-bye

in the Yugoslav train station

all those years ago and the men

nearby wiped their eyes as well

and patted your shoulder

in solidarity—no matter

you shared no language

no lived experience, you

a U.S. vagabond surrounded

by Slovenian workers


The station was shabby, squalid

yet the memory of their kindness

lifts your spirits still



Sally Zakariya

Sally Zakariya’s poetry has appeared in some 75 print and online journals and been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net. Her most recent publication is Muslim Wife (Blue Lyra Press, 2019). She is also the author of The Unknowable Mystery of Other People, Personal Astronomy, When You Escape, Insectomania, and Arithmetic and other verses, as well as the editor of a poetry anthology, Joys of the Table. Zakariya blogs at www.butdoesitrhyme.com.


For fifty years, we lived

at the bend in Spring Creek

where the stream turns

back on itself,

in a shingled Cape Cod

too small for the family

and dreadfully cold.


The creek’s ceaseless song

captained our seasons—

the slow murmur

of half-frozen water

holding tenuously to life

or the great green rush

of an early thaw.


Each spring we bailed

the basement

trying to keep our poor boat afloat—

fearing any minute

we might have to swim for it.

How our children learned

to hate that sodden season.


They are grown now

and scattered here and there

like the spray of water on rock.

It seems forever since a visit.

The oldest, Jillie, tells me

it took years to get the creek

out of her head.


I drove past the old place today—

much of the roof is collapsed and jagged.

I like to watch the fly fisherman

pluck rainbows from their hidden holes,

with a grace beyond my understanding.

And then, at sunset,

the creek and I head home.


Steven Deutsch

Steve Deutsch lives in State College, PA. His recent publications have or will appear in 8 Poems, Louisiana Lit, Burningword Literary Journal, The Write Launch, Biscuit Root Drive, Evening Street, Better Than Starbucks, Flashes of Brilliance, San Antonio Review, Softblow, Mojave River Review, The Broadkill Review, Linden Avenue Literary Journal, Panoply, Algebra of Owls, The Blue Nib, Thimble Magazine, The Muddy River Poetry Review, Ghost City Review, Borfski Press, Streetlight Press, Gravel, Literary Heist, Nixes Mate Review, Third Wednesday, Misfit Magazine, Word Fountain, Eclectica Magazine, The Drabble, New Verse News and The Ekphrastic Review. He was nominated for Pushcart Prizes in 2017 and 2018. His Chapbook, “Perhaps You Can,” was published in 2019 by Kelsay Press. His full length book, Persistence of Memory will be published by Kelsay in September 2020.


You must build doors

to invite people in


is what they’ve told me

since the funeral,


but these are coddled,



idiots, the open

floor plans of people.


They lust after beige:

plush-carpet beige,


nice and wanting

nothing. What I want


is to pause

for caterpillars


and talk to them

like we talked


to her in hospice.

You look for twigs


to coax them

to grass, deliver them


from the threat

of neighborhood kids


who love nothing

inside their rooms


and would murder

for candy, or pets


they would let die.

They are too young


to love a better way.

To close these doors


built to nowhere,

doors flung open


just for them

to hurtle through.


Emily Kingery

Emily Kingery is an Associate Professor of English at St. Ambrose University in Davenport, Iowa, where she teaches courses in literature, writing, and linguistics. Her work appears or is forthcoming in multiple literary journals, including Eastern Iowa Review, Gingerbread House, High Shelf Press, New South, PROEM, Prometheus Dreaming, Quercus, and Telepoem Booth, and she has been a Pushcart Prize nominee. She serves on the Board of Directors at the Midwest Writing Center, a non-profit organization that supports writers in the Quad Cities community.

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