Memories that Wander

Recalling a melodious pitch,
or forms of movement, thus
Swarms of creatures the mind adventures,
the swooning of the thrush

And while I beckon hitherto
ineffable thoughts I ponder:
the motive of a person’s word and deed
when that one says, what’s wrong dear?

Further, have I not known
the brilliance of mind on earth
The one that makes me move in glory,
and relinquish undue search?

If not, I will declare
I must continue onward
And love that which is from above—
those objects and things we ponder

Memories that wander
stay of place in some sweet nexus
a taste of pondering eminence
a taste of Nature’s Sexes
And while I sit, I wait
for Heaven’s inspiration
to be greater than the vile amorous
to rejoice in my long sation

Memories that wander
stay of place in some sweet nexus.

 

Lance Gracy

 

Lance Heath Gracy is a retired infantry Marine, current graduate student, teacher, and tutor. He received his B.A. in philosophy from the University of the Incarnate Word, and has published there in the local literary arts journal. He is in pursuit of an M.A. in philosophy from the University of Texas-San Antonio. He has a passion for evangelizing truth through various means, but has an interest writing poetry in particular. He lives alone with his German Shepherd, named Dennis, and enjoys reading, studying, running, gardening, and time with fellows.

Golden Fields

The night breeze kisses the amber,

coaxing it to twirl and dance

A twinkling speck of rich medallion, melting

my fingers, warming

all these downtrodden

souls.

 

Faceless fields of fire, voices

both green and golden, crying

for the fall of a marionette

and her puppeteer

To snip off the poisoned strings, once

and for all.

 

A beautiful scene to be woven

in the lies of textbooks

Calm and serene, without a trace

of crimson, yet

 

Where has the marionette gone when

the denouement has come?

When will all the puppeteers in the world

be rid of, cast away with their

tarnished gold?

When will all fields, scarlet and marigold, be left

to rest in peace?

 

These still remain, unanswered

But the streets still blossom

into golden fields, ripe

with courage and ire

An eternal blaze, kindling inside

our palms

 

An angel’s tune charms the streets,

lingering, joined by voices

of fire

When sorrow hangs in my heart,

drop by drop

I rise in the morning hill and

learn a little smile 1

 

 

1 “Morning Dew” (composed by Korean singer Kim Min-gi), a protest song banned under President Park Chung-hee.

 

Soo Young Yun 

 

Soo Young Yun is a student living in Seoul, South Korea. She has been recognized by the Scholastic Art and Writing Awards, Origami Poems Project, Ann Arbor District Library, and Writing for Peace. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Aerie International, The Best of Kindness 2017, and the Austin International Poetry Festival Di-vêrsé-city Youth Anthology.

Notes for an Awkward Morning

A few things you will seek
the morning after: wallets, words, contact

lenses, meaning, directions. Lessons
learned upon rising: kisses can complicate

as much as language, dividing desire
does not diminish desire, no victims

exist once the sun peels back darkness,
drink and decision. You will remember

what she was quick forget: boundaries
between teachers and students, rules

to minimise complication. You will stop
dressing up for her classes. You will not

feel the need to sit in front. But for years,
you’ll waste poetry on pointless questions,

never once raising your hand to ask.

 

Tania De Rozario

 

Tania De Rozario is an artist and writer based in Singapore. She is the author of And The Walls Come Crumbling Down, (Math Paper Press | 2016) and Tender Delirium (Math Paper Press |2013) – the latter was shortlisted for the 2014 Singapore Literature Prize. Tania was the 2011 winner of Singapore’s Golden Point Award for English Poetry, and is an alumna of Hedgebrook (USA), Toji Cultural Centre (South Korea), Sangam House (India), The Substation (Singapore) and The Unifiedfield (Spain). Her poetry and fiction have been published in journals and anthologies in Singapore, India and the USA, while her visual art has been exhibited in Singapore, the USA, Europe and the UK. She also runs EtiquetteSG, a platform that develops and showcases art, writing and film by women from and in Singapore. Founded in 2010, its current work includes the development and facilitation of art and writing workshops focused on issues of gender-based violence.

Kasandra Larsen

The Narcissist Hears What You’re Trying to Do There

 

Grabs your argument in a certain hand, clenches

your words in a fist,

spits

 

them back at you before you’ve decided

what you were even trying

to say. Perhaps

 

there wasn’t a manipulative germ

or any exhumed dirty word,

maybe

 

what he can hear and see

is the extent of it,

transparent,

 

but he’s perspicacious with a straight spine,

drawn to full height,

tongue

 

slashing, that dripping dagger

to remind

every syllable matters

 

in the way

it could possibly relate

to him. Admit

 

he wasn’t part of the intended audience,

meandering sentence

still unspooling from your lips?

 

Unthinkable.

Unforgiveable sin.

He has to stop you before you can begin.


Swing Song

 

Squeak creak squeal

squeak creak squeal: across the street,

a couple in their twenties

 

pumps long legs into glassy sky, bodies

flung nearly perpendicular

to the top of the bar, so high. Individual

 

horizons. Now she knows those sounds

last week at sundown

did not mean she was going to break

 

something.

How silly to think the weight

of forty-seven years means anything

 

to a swing

ready to squeak all comers into the clouds

and back to thirteen,

 

sullen, holding a Walkman

turned up loud, back to seven,

screaming in delight, pushed

 

so hard she had to hold on

tight. All the way home,

their palms will thrum

 

with effort while their minds

fly, worries having fallen

from their pockets like pebbles

 

into sand,

the smell of salty steel

still kissing their hands.

 

Kasandra Larsen

 

Kasandra Larsen’s work has appeared in Best New Poets, Hawai’i Pacific Review, Into the Void Magazine, Stoneboat Literary Journal, Two Hawks Quarterly, and others. Her manuscript CONSTRUCTION was a finalist for the 2016 Four Way Books Intro Prize in Poetry; her chapbook STELLAR TELEGRAM won the 2009 Sheltering Pines Press Chapbook Award. She is a two-time Pushcart nominee.

 

 

Entropy

Scientists call it the measure of the disorder

or randomness in a system.

Too abstract?

Then reduce it to this: it’s hard,

very hard, to make things better

but it’s always possible to make them worse.

Thus relationships, children, companies, countries.

Entropy is the clock that forever

runs forward and down until it no longer

resembles a clock at all.

Meanwhile the love leaks out of marriages

one molecule at a time,

airlines beat passengers in their seats

and drag them screaming off the plane,

and we drop bombs on our enemies so big

they dwarf our own disorder, or so

we think, or would think, if thinking were something

still within our grasp.

I must make time in my desert of a day

to visit the grave of Robinson Jeffers and tell

his silent stone that our republic

no longer shines as it perishes

and entropy is the reason.

I’m sure that will comfort his departed shade,

long since dissipated into millions of strange shadows

by that other, more efficient entropy, death.

 

Kurt Luchs

 

Kurt Luchs has poems published or forthcoming in Former People Journal, Into the Void, Minetta Review, Poydras Review, Triggerfish Critical Review, Otis Nebula, Sheila-Na-Gig, Right Hand Pointing, Roanoke Review, Wilderness House Literary Review, Crosswinds Poetry Journal, Grey Sparrow Journal, Noctua Review, Quail Bell Magazine, and Antiphon, among others. He founded the literary humor site TheBigJewel.com, and has written humor for the New Yorker, the Onion and McSweeney’s Internet Tendency, as well as writing comedy for television (Politically Incorrect and the Late Late Show) and radio (American Comedy Network). In September 2017 Sagging Meniscus Press will publish his humor collection, It’s Funny Until Someone Loses an Eye (Then It’s Really Funny).

Marian Kaplun Shapiro

Swimming Laps

 

crawl up 1 crawl down

2  up  3  down  4  up  5  how

many minutes   how fast the heart

rate   down 6   the second hand do-si-do-ing with the minute

hand of the big wall clock the beat of the rock-a-billy on

the boom box   up   7    breaststroke   down 8

up 9   down   10  flip turn   up 11

backstroke down   12     butterfly up   13 down

14 sidestroke   15  16   how long?  long enough

next crop of legs dangling swinging impatient on

the ledge, lanes a blur  up down up down bathing caps goggles

you know/don’t know men women counting strokes   times

laps minutes days (how many this week) (not enough) hot pink/

slate black FitBits blinking/sleeping pulses (up, down) calories in out…

You know nothing about the people in these bodies.  Only

their swimsuits, sliding jumping climbing getting in/out. You say hi

to the red bikini. To the floral board shorts. You/they hustle to the showers,

to the lockers, to the hairdryers.  Presto! Ms Bikini perfect in Givency suiting.

Spiked Prada’s. Mr. Board Shorts casual Armani all the way. The stay-at homes,

the techies,  the mommy/daddies, the laid-offs, the bigwigs, the retirees – headed out

in their yogapants grungy sneakers /crocs,  toting their Lululemon/Nike/no-

name duffel bags off to the parking lot.  Remotes awakening their shiny Masaratis

their slightly dented Kias,  their ‘50’s Corvette convertibles, lovingly restored.

Their Honda minivans moving forward backing carefully anonymously into the world.

Up. Down. Up. Down. Again.  Tomorrow. Tomorrow.  Again.

 

 

Suffering, Medicalized (in the ER on a Friday night)

 

On a scale of 1 -10, where 1 is no pain and 10 is the worst you can imagine, how bad is your pain?

10.

How would you describe it? Check two:

Burning            ☐

aching               ☐

stabbing           ☐

shooting           ☐

lacerating         ☐

piercing            ☐

pounding          ☐

radiating           ☐

throbbing          ☐

stinging             ☐

crushing            ☐

Two isn’t enough choices

Sorry, that’s all the computer gives you.

 

How is your mood? Remember, just check two:

happy              ☐

unhappy         ☐

angry               ☐

miserable       ☐

anxious           ☐

terrified          ☐

hopeless         ☐

hopeful           ☐

depressed       ☐

suicidal           ☐

Thank you. Take a seat in the waiting room, and fill out these other forms. The doctor will see you in order of the time of your arrival. Or maybe the nurse. Or maybe the intern. Someone, at any rate.

May I have your insurance card while you are working on the forms?

Oh – your card has expired. Come back when it has been corrected. The 800 number is on your old card. They open at 8 AM on Monday.

Goodbye, have a nice weekend.

 

Marian Kaplun Shapiro

 

Marian Kaplun Shapiro is the author of a professional book, Second Childhood (Norton, 1988), a poetry book, Players In The Dream, Dreamers In The Play (Plain View Press, 2007) and two chapbooks: Your Third Wish, (Finishing Line, 2007); and The End Of The World, Announced On Wednesday (Pudding House, 2007). A Quaker and a psychologist, her poetry often embeds the topics of peace and violence by addressing one within the context of the other. A resident of Lexington, she is a five-time Senior Poet Laureate of Massachusetts. She was nominated for the Pushcart Prize in 2012.