July 2013 | back-issues, poetry
When I crept out of
bed for work
you were so
still
I thought you had actually died.
As a garbage
truck roared by,
I wished
I could
wrap you in
my saffron
bathrobe
and carry you
every morning.
Or that I could transform
you into a cricket
to hear you
chat freely with
the dusk.
You said
you thought
you
wanted to live forever
with me,
so that we
could climb into
a spaceship and watch
society
fall apart.
But,
now
it seems
in your paling
mind I’m daily
dulled with the ghost
light of the moon.
I don’t want to be
immortal,
all I want to be
is your last rosy-fingered dawn.
by Mx. Glass
Mx. Glass recently graduated from the Creative Writing BA program at San Francisco State University. Her current project is to look at different modes of haunting in our society, such as myth, cultural norms, memory and language.
July 2013 | back-issues, poetry
When the old origami
melted,
the crash of pieces
formed us
hymnal-print white
down where the tilted day
first moved in the clefts
glistening over scattered moss
and aboriginal hoofs
that had escaped the ghost
but not the blood.
Dividing the fur
like a mountain silhouette
gradually erased by a darkening red atmosphere,
ripe green swords
bore our faces
under the fetal chandelier
of giant stars.
by Daniel Gillespie
July 2013 | back-issues, poetry
like sunlight, like chrome
mouths always hungry, always
open and dirty hands shoveling
in shit, got to keep the
fuckers alive if you want to
keep selling them whatever it
is that’s made you rich, got
to bleed the fuckers just so much,
just so far, got to give them a
line of credit then take it away
then give it back again, those
fat little grabbing hands, those
brittle cancerous bones, got
to invent disease to invent the
cure, got to film the sexiest
girls on their hands & knees,
got to keep them in line, keep
them addicted, keep them
skinny or fat and always
hungry, mouths always open,
holes where the shit goes in
and where the shit comes out
and when you have finally
bought it all, when you have
finally bought everything
that will ever make you happy,
then there is nothing to do
but start counting backwards
to your death
butcher
In the telling,
nothing is made clear
Sunlight, yes, but the lawns
still damp from the rain, the trees
shimmering. Halos around the
heads of the youngest children.
Voice of a man, slightly bored,
uncomfortable in the heat, says into
the face of the void The killer was
not found among the dead.
Dog barks somewhere out of sight
and you notice that all of
the windows have been broken.
You notice that the buzzing of
flies is unnaturally loud.
Smell of despair is
overwhelming.
western world
and you will hate everyone who has
more than you, and you will look
down upon anyone with less
and you will be adamant
and you will be outraged
you will be frightened
of course
you will be crucified
nothing more or
less than what you deserve
the brilliance of moving targets
thin skin of heat at the end
of august
sky no longer solid
man moves through the empty spaces
of broken marriage, of
distant children, of subtle depression
pills don’t work
and so he takes more
feels the weight of sunlight
on chrome
tastes dust in his lover’s kisses
has this house that
refuses to become a home
joy
find a woman whose skin tastes of
rust and call her your own
this is the way
these are the hands
press near the shoulderblades where
wings have failed to grow and
blame society, blame the modern age,
cable tv, internet porn
kiss her breasts lightly
run your tongue down her belly
let the priests dig
their own fucking graves
hollow star
caught there on a deserted street in
a dying town, beneath the awning of an
abandoned store, rain without end and
no cars in any direction and in the
moment of prayer there is only the memory
of sunlight on chrome
there is only waiting
days spent touching the grey
flesh of christ
hours spent burning up
in the fever of addiction
all of the humor found in the pain of others,
and the child has hands until the
soldiers arrive
and then he has nothing
smile when you
tell him there are worse things
when you tell him about
your leaking gas tank about
your flooded basement or
your pregnant teenage daughter
offer him a drink
ask him why he’s crying on
such a perfect summer afternoon
John Sweet, born 1968, is married, father of two, and opposed to all that is evil. He has been living in the vast wasteland that is upstate New York for the majority of his life; is a firm believer in writing as catharsis, and in the idea that true democracy is a myth. A full length collection of his work, Human Cathedrals, is available from Ravenna Press.
