Seul

I think of my grandmother’s skin—warm creases, her hands rinsing off a peach, its hair smoothed from the softness of wellwater just eat from my hands, can you taste how ripe it is? I just picked it in the orchard this morning.

Or the first day I met Rebecca in that cold café and how the overhead lighting made her nervous, so she pulled and stretched at the bottom of her shirt whenever she talked, and sometimes even when she listened these lights make me itch.           

Or the time Keith and I sat on top of Angel Ridge, his legs hanging over the ledge, his dark hair dissolving into the thickness of the night, sitting by my side, his thumb softening my ear, his words frightening me we are all alone.

And no matter how much I try to remember the warmth of my grandmother’s hands or the way I saw myself in Rebecca’s nerves, I can never escape the night of Keith, the night he made me believe, made me see—that we are no more important than the roots of the trees below.

 

Bethany Freese

Bethany Freese is a writer who lives in the Pacific Northwest.

Big Billy

Coalmaster, stoker of purposeful flame,

worker of the bellows of hell, adept

of the infernal majesty.

 

Mama visited him in Washington.

He was lobbyist for a lathe turners union.

They ate lunch at Ollie’s. A waitress fawned all over him,

said he had paid doctor’s bills

for her son; rank

 

humanitarian, Exalted Cyclops, klavern keeper,

you couldn’t get the n-word out of his mouth

with a shotgun.

 

He stole heat from fire;

water boiled and became vapor at his command, a change

of state; he was a keeper of dark mists, magus

of the four winds.

 

His steam drove the turbines that create

reality; he was a wizard of the first order, someone

 

who realized you could disembowel a man

and it would not kill him right away.

 

 

Bryan Merck

 

Bryan Merck has published in America, Amethyst Arsenic, Burningword, Camel Saloon, Danse Macabre and others.  He has fiction forthcoming in Moon City Review and poetry forthcoming in Triggerfish, Eunoia Review and others. He is a past winner of the Southern Literary Festival Poetry Prize and the Barkesdale-Maynard Fiction and Poetry Prizes. He lives in south Georgia with his wife Janice.

Grounded

He took his car and swerved

down

the side of the mountain,

up the side of the mountain, overlooking

the valley of trees, miles of green and farther away, the city.

He drove fast and we screamed joy. No music. Just the wind, high-pitched, shrieking, racing with us around bends, curves, inclines.

You flew.

Mustangs,

Thunderbirds,

Winged horses

 

Fell from the sky.

Long before crumpled metal and flames, they were fire, lava furies taunting the darkness with their light. Solar flares against the twilight universe.

She screamed when the blue-clothed messengers came. Inaudible sounds.

Molten feathers cannot achieve flight.

Porcelain seemed wrong to contain you

so I took handfuls and threw them into the pale blue from an incredible height

and watched grave dust line pristine clouds

until the invisible gathered it

and took you away.

 

Azure Arther

 

Originally from Flint, Michigan, Azure Arther learned early to deal with economic struggle by manipulating her experiences into fodder for her creative fire. Now a resident of Texas, and a grad student at the University of Texas, she placed second in the graduate level of the 2013-14 TACWT contest. She has been writing since she was five-years-old, and laughs at her first ten-line story, which was about three puppies.