An Awful Way

 

“Have you ever imagined what it might feel like

to pee in perpetuity on the outie bellybutton

of the first or worst person to shatter the mirror

of your heart?” would be an awful way to start

 

a poem, when one should really begin (why not,

you know?) with septillions of daisies in parallel

universes Big-Banged from daisies, into daisies,

all daisies, and only then turn into the love-hate of

 

animals with oxygen, each breath rusting us

beasts to dust. Since even the entertainment

poetry provides means you’re a bit bored with you

(as I am with me!), any tonight might become

 

sincerely solo, a loneliness capable of comedy

and killing. Oh, isn’t nearly every pleasure—

from apples to oranges to the comparison of any

metaphoric fruit—the most wonderfully forsaken

 

action on Earth and a best bet of bad bets to help

tolerate our treks to a never- or forever-ending

whatever, surely any hereafter an impossible

darkness with the strangest reflected lights?

 

Matt Zambito

Matt Zambito is the author of The Fantastic Congress of Oddities and two chapbooks, Guy Talk and Checks & Balances. New poems are forthcoming in Swamp Pink, Tampa Review, Cottonwood, Slipstream, Heavy Feather Review, and elsewhere. Originally from Niagara Falls, he has lived in Ohio, Idaho, Washington, and New York, where he now resides with his rescue dog, Sadie.