I have the recording scratched bloody as a red record groove into my body, the totality of my body, a needle sending resonant, flowing memory through every vein, cut in rows, scratched, recorded and played, scratched recorded and played, the blood running in and through, drawn back by the writhing mass at my center, the organless weight of consumption, antithetical to being, antithetical to anything but driving the needle, driving the etching and scratching and playing, tasting whiskey and blood and piss and vomit in a kiddie pool of off-color sick-like salmon drool, driven by that corporealizing phantasm of my muffled grunts and his labored breathing, his piston machine desire flowing not through but into, driving like a nail laying track for an express destined to run indefinite, always in, deeper into the dynamite blown cavity of my cervix, over the precipice, into the train graveyard, the organless weighted writhing mass, crashing, compounding, a pear of agony wrought from tortured shrapnel…
Sylvie Oleta
Sylvie Oleta is a poet and fiddler residing in Charlottesville, Virginia. She once fell off a cliff while hunting for the wreckage of a B-25 Mitchell and is now forever grateful for conveniently placed trees.
Roger Camp is the author of three photography books, including the award-winning Butterflies in Flight (Thames & Hudson, 2002). His documentary photography has been awarded Europe’s prestigious Leica Medal of Excellence and published in numerous journals, including The New England Review, New York Quarterly, North American Review, and Orion Magazine. He was a visual fellow at the Fine Arts Work Center, Provincetown, and a Fulbright Fellow in photography in Brazil. His archives are held by the University of California, Santa Barbara, Library, Special Research Collections.
Natalia Danjon is a writer based in the UAE. When she is not writing, Natalia expresses her creativity through photography with a keen interest in color and light. Her work has appeared in Black Fox Review (Japan), Every Day Fiction (Canada), Molecule Literary Magazine, and Brief Ecology.
Roberta Winters was born and raised in New York City and now lives in Sacramento, California. She attended Hunter College/CUNY, Macaulay Honors College and the University of Washington, Seattle Creative Writing MFA program. She is a writer, photographer, and artist. She specializes in nature, architectural, and street photography. She has previously interned with the Asia Society (New York) and the Guggenheim (Venice). Photography credits include Hollow and Sky Magazine, Bare Hands Literary Journal, and Cosmic Daffodil Literary Journal. Publishing credits include Newtown Literary (Queens, New York), Hawaii Review, City Arts Magazine (Seattle), and the Rio Grande Review (Texas). Find her photography on Instagram or Behance.
Saturated with gin and academic takes on subjectivity
I sit surrounded by summer sunflowers and the cosmos
I sowed beside the patio and wonder how to continue
in a body, in a world, that does not think it needs
this body, even as the planet turns, taking along
me, my dog, our companionable silence in waning sunlight.
I should sweep the patio, exile the effluvia of trees
and plants that fell here, tidy up the crumbs
beside the woodpile. I am not the housekeeper
of the backyard. I am not the housewife of perfection.
I reject the broom, the whisk, the great dustpan of time.
Shriveled flowers of linden, yellow leaves of elm,
curls of outer bark, here you may linger. Rest
beside the cricket, ready to serenade the diminishing
sun and warmth, the ants following the highway of sand
between the pavers, and the shucked body that was bee.
Cricket, genius of late summer, dutifully stridulating your wings,
this tune insists on the lowering of stage lights,
the show ending earlier each day, and a pause,
as if for applause, to gauge the audience’s investment.
The dog sits at attention, but his ears are tuned
to other sounds, his eyes on the street, watching children run home.
Merie Kirby
Merie Kirby teaches at the University of North Dakota. She is the author of two chapbooks, The Dog Runs On and The Thumbelina Poems, and has been published in several journals, including Whale Road Review, SWWIM, West Trestle Review, and North Dakota Quarterly, with work forthcoming in The Prose Poem and Scientific American. You can find her online at www.meriekirby.com.
Featuring:
Issue 119, published October 2026, features works of poetry, flash fiction, short nonfiction, and visual art by Linda K Allison, Gilbert Arzola, Sarah Barbo, Roger Camp, Barbara Daniels, Natalia Danjon, Virginia Doré, Chris Dungey, FruitAndNut, Tom Gdisis, Cleo Griffith, Lesley Hart Gunn, Mark Hendrickson, Zebulon Huset, Romana Iorga, Ryo Kajitani, Carella Keil, Merie Kirby, Grace Lynn, Daniel Moon, Sylvie Oleta, Josh Price, Stacy Rollins, Elizabeth Rosen, David J. Schast, Judith Shapiro, VA Smith, Stefan Sofiski, Lisa Christina St John, Valy Steverlynck, Kathryn Temple, John Walser, Megan Wildhood, Stephen Curtis Wilson, S.E. Wilson, Roberta Winters, Jean Wolff, Jason Youngclaus, Matt Zambito, and Esther Zhang.
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