Dawson Steeber

Are You Coming Back

 

Last night I tossed and turned, the night

torn mad with slamming doors and clanging radiators.

I threw pillows and covers all over

the room, woke in a terrible cold sweat.

I walked to the kitchen gingerly, feeling

the swollen, sore pad of my foot where I

picked up that barbed sliver of floorboard

like a prison shank. How sweet,

thinking about that splinter

and the way you came to me then, bent

to your knees, and pulled it out.

The kitchen was dark, the sink full of dirty plates.

I opened the refrigerator door,

the light illuminating everything. I pulled

the half drunken quart bottle from the door,

unscrewed the cap, and inhaled

the miasma

of tired, flat beer.

It smells so much better

on your breath, tastes better

on your mouth. I twisted

the cap back on, set the bottle in the door

and let it fall shut. Everything was dark

again. I lumbered to the sunroom and sat

in the red leather chair where you fold yourself

behind half-smoked cigarettes.

The leather was cold as was the streetlight

shining across the floor where windblown

ashes scuppered into dark corners

like paper thin insects. I sat

the rest of the night on the mattress

in the living room, washed in the glow of the TV,

a pair of pliers in one hand,

needle nose in the other, fixing

the bracelet that broke in the dining room

that night I tried to link it round your wrist.

It’s fixed now. Are you

coming back for it?

 

Dawson Steeber

Dawson Steeber is a union carpenter working, reading, and writing in Akron, Ohio. His poems and fiction can be found in Thank You For Swallowing, Pink Disco, Halfway Down the Stairs, CC&D, and elsewhere.

Travis Stephens

Angels in the Architecture

Suppose there are angels

in every room, sometimes seen,

at times confused with ghosts,

but no, ghosts are impatient wanderers,

quick to put on boots &

stomp through the hedges.

Angels, half-asleep, thinking of cellos &

the flicker of a candle flame

reflected in a lover’s eye

Angel in the kitchen adding sugar

to the batter—vanilla too. Angel

in the bedroom stroking your hair

back to sleep at quarter to three.

Angel in the entry hall

trying on jackets, taste of rain.

Another angel in the attic

reading classics & teaching

mice multiplication tables.

In the basement, dirty feet,

bored & sometimes tapping

on pipes, music angel in a

choir of dark.

Forgotten, the angel in the bathroom,

unkindly lit, strong enough to

keep that razor locked in a

cabinet, ready to distract you

with a perfume trace of yesterday.

 

Travis Stephens

Travis Stephens is a tugboat captain who lives in California. His book of poetry, “skeeter bit & still drunk,” was published by Finishing Line Press. Visit him at: zolothstephenswriters.com

Mia Sitterson

what will I do until then?

 

buy seven white nectarines at the farmer’s market, eat one each day,

do this over and over as the nectarines become pears, the pears become

 

winter, the leaves will turn to eggshells underfoot, and I won’t

remember what it was like to live in a green world

 

are you also a child in this way? I mean dropping so heavily

into each season, it feels infinite in all directions

 

time like a puddle, like the cuffs of the sweater I wore to the beach

in September, believing I wouldn’t need to touch the ocean

 

what do I want now? a slap to the inner thigh

hard enough to bring me back into my body

 

groceries, and the energy to use them to make something

beautiful for myself and someone else, and the someone else

 

once, I held onto everything so hard I’d have to

command my fingers slack at bedtime

 

a still frame of my life in this moment reveals

I am as sad as ever, and loving so quietly

 

Mia Sitterson

Mia Sitterson (she/her) is a postpartum doula and dancer moving and grooving in Washington, DC. Her poetry finds roots in her queer, Jewish, Cuban-American body. She was selected as a featured writer for Khora Magazine, where she published “postpartum: three poems” and was a finalist for the ONLY POEMS Leonard Cohen Poetry Prize. For the last six years, she has run a biweekly queer poetry group out of her living room. Over two hundred people have written poems in this space.