July 2014 | back-issues, poetry
I am reading secrets of yellow
tomato plants, studying life-lines
on their leaf-shaped palms.
Home from school the neighbor boy leans
over the fence. Asks about my day.
I’d tell him I found a lump
under my skin. I think it will end me.
Like a fly on meat
it’s hatched its eggs.
I’d tell him how my husband knew
a year ago, my mother three
decades before that.
I’d tell him but we’re done
talking. He hangs a thick arm
over the chain-linked fence.
Last week we admired our shadows
over cardboard guns held together
with rubber bands and silver
tape. He told me he’s an artist—
that sometimes he watches me
from his kitchen window.
I want to say that I’m an artist too
but the arrangement has turned
somehow, fast like a fire, or slow
like a leaf.
Tamra Carraher
Tamra Carraher has published two books of poems and illustrations for children titled PICTURE/BOOK and Bluefish Haiku and is currently exhibiting line drawings of poems at Bahdeebahdu in Philadelphia. Her poetry has been featured in the online literary journal Toe Good Poetry. She received an MFA from New England College in January 2014 and has worked as an Associate Editor for the Naugatuck River Review.
July 2014 | back-issues, poetry
I: Ascription
i ascribe meaning to moments
you: to dice and bones and chance
what did the tea leaves say this morning?
lies are coincident to actuality—
the bees are disappearing
do you take yours
with cream or sugar?
one scoop
or two?
II: i prayed a Novena
i prayed a Novena
you don’t come around much
anymore
squirrels are the least interesting
creatures in the yard.
i spend so much time waiting
water boils
the phone rings
the postman comes and goes
everything happens eventually,
says the praying mantis,
hungrily
III: Jicama stick salads
winter beaches
frozen sunset
ice chimes
tea, watered down more than it is already
cancer-survivor relatives
seekers of good fortune (read: lost change)
cinnamon jicama stick salads with maple syrup
and rye whiskey; French pressed coffee
cereal for dinner
midnight; spring-time shower trysts
walking. home—not a place, but
fingers grasping fingers
IV: on poems written in the middle of the night
he said, don’t
read too much
into all this
i’ll tell you
when you
need to know
most times,
i just like the way
the words sound together
C. L. Carol
C.L. Carol tries to be a good human. But, humans being humans, he’s known to fall short, stumble into a local haunt and spend time ruminating. Sometimes he writes. More often, he thinks. Diane Wakoski once likened one of his poems to Yeats, but the poem is lost and the story has now been relegated to fable. He lives in Northern Michigan with his wife, Emily, and their daughter, Berkleigh. Companion to cats. Friendly gentleman. Terrible golfer.
July 2014 | back-issues, poetry
In dreams or in sweaty moments driving, the classroom—
clarity spins away like water carving out a canyon.
I do not know when mind sinks into past crevasses
if it is Rumpelstiltskin padding down the dark hall
outside my room, or Captain Hook who will play
forbidden games.
These ill spirits are not poured from a bottle.
The hands sliding like serpents under the covers
are not healing. I go away and become a new
born, sleek baby seal swimming in arctic
waters with my mother. I nurse at her nipple,
the milk fat, hot, thick, nourishing, as she
protects me from those who would fill me.
This is the ocean womb, where I can take refuge
in shadowed canyons, hidden, watery valleys.
Safe from those who take away my blanket,
Nazis with lugers aimed at my being, panzer
hands driving their muddy tracks over my body.
Corrupted beyond their concentration minds,
deeper into shadow’s valley, I go to earth’s
heart beneath salvation’s waves.
This is the secret place that I prepare.
Here I will grow big, grow strong.
Here I will prepare for reckoning’s resurrection.
Here I will build the russet fire.
Here I will eat the hearts of men.
Ralph Monday
Ralph Monday is an Associate Professor of English at Roane State Community College in Harriman, TN., where he teaches composition, literature, and creative writing courses. In fall 2013 he had poems published in The New Plains Review, New Liberties Review, Fiction Week Literary Review, and was represented as the featured poet with 12 poems in the December issue of Poetry Repairs. In winter 2014 he had poems published in Dead Snakes. Summer 2014 will see a poem in Contemporary Poetry: An Anthology of Best Present Day Poems. His work has appeared in publications such as The Phoenix, Bitter Creek Review, Full of Crow, Impressions, Kookamonga Square, Deep Waters, Jacket Magazine, The New Plains Review, New Liberties Review, Crack the Spine, The Camel Saloon, Dead Snakes, Pyrokinection, and Poetry Repairs. Poet of the week May, 2014 Poetry Super Highway. Forthcoming: Poems in Blood Moon Rising. His first book, Empty Houses and American Renditions will be published by Hen House Press in Fall 2014.
July 2014 | back-issues, poetry
i.
Raise a flag, cast a glance,
and it’s all over now.
ii.
It was me. I triggered the mechanism
that cut off my own hands.
iii.
When I had the chance,
I should have kissed her
with conviction.
Should’ve slipped her poems
on folded paper,
the sweat from my palm
still lingering on the creases.
Should’ve bought her flowers
or some similarly obscene gesture.
Or left vivid lipstick prints
in the soft angle of her breast.
iv.
If I’d known that was a singular moment,
I would have devoured her –
no question,
no hesitation blooming
like a tumor.
A fish-eye gaze on that basement room,
the only two people in existence.
v.
Even though your ignorance was not permission,
your silence not a gesture inside,
I smuggled her heart for a little while.
And your heart may burn with love for her,
but my touch left her scorched through the skin
so deeply the marks cannot be washed away.
Sarah Marchant
July 2014 | back-issues, poetry
My surgical gown is green,
the room lit in grey gothic gradients.
The anesthetic is strictly local, you don’t want me to feel it,
but you want me to know you’re making the changes, taking titanium instruments and probing my skull, leading scopes and needles on an excavation of my inner ears
because you’re a tourist. Science is just how you build your frequent flier miles, and
I’m your trip around the world.
I’ve been damselled, holed up in a stoney rook.
The master plan: induce a blue screen of death, and create a new architecture on the reboot. Take my kidneys, put them in the new guy! I’ll be Igor-52
All twenty seven of your personalities agree, I am the deformed iron clad heart of Victor Von Doom, in need of shock therapy.
The palpitations send my eyes rolling like bowling balls down the alley. I gag and gurgle with the thunder. From the inside toasted brains smell like lemon drops. It’s all good, you say, I’m just acting, the cake is a lie, the cake is a lie, the cake is a lie. I don’t know what that means!
It’s my fault you tell me, if only I wasn’t so beautiful, if only I gave you more
attention, love is action not words.
The acid bath bubbles, the electric eels spin, and Igor 17 slips his hand under your dress and you smile, lips sharp as scalpels. Lips like a wicked boomerang, your words always come back to haunt me no matter how many times I ignore them.
You want me to do the laundry and hand wash the beakers,
stare stupidly when you make out with the henchmen.
Igor-2 is picking his nose with a dust buster.
There’s a frat boy swagger hidden in his
broken sway. Above him, Geiger conjured
dreams, not quite sexual machines coiled
like gray dreadlocks.
“The internet is a series of tubes!” He guzzles.
I cannot die fast enough.
Wait. Stop. , I’ll say you’re beautiful ten times a day even when you return from a sweat soaked night of grave robbing and say I’m lying because you’re a flithy disgusting fat cow, and I promise not to argue the point anymore and never say you’re beautiful and just nod my head like all the other Igors “yeah, you’re a fat cow” a bovine freak of recombinant DNA with a gaping hole in its third stomach.
My sarcasm does not amuse.
A black rubber glove reaches
to pull the lever one more time.
Bound by steel bars on a cold white slab like a giant tic-tac, I do not break eye contact.
You can’t hold me forever, nothing holds Boris Karloff forever. I won’t see you in hell, but I’ll see you in the sequel.
David Arroyo
David Arroyo earned an M.A. from Florida State University, but this is the least interesting thing about him. He is days away from solving the anti-life equation. Upon doing so, he will smuggle the code subliminally through his yet to be published chapbook, Secret Identities.
April 2014 | back-issues, poetry
Savannah, Georgia
Ralph was a painter of
miniatures—
miniature couches, mostly.
Ralph wore thimbles, like rings &
wore one too many watches, which is to say, two watches, one on each wrist &
sometimes if you listened closely, and you likely listened closely, you could hear that subtle subtle ticktock coming from his ankle. But he wouldn’t dare
cuff his khakis & you
wouldn’t dare drop a dime, half
accidentally, to snoop.
Ralph watched
creepshows and peepshows and couldn’t tell the difference
because really what’s the difference
& he only knew George, and George
knew everybody, yes everybody, and George: he made his own paper.
George’s car was only fancy from far; it was covered in duct tape &
the duct tape was covered in sludge,
the kind of sludge that comes from duct tape, & mud
the kind of mud, a tire
might kick up, or down, in Georgia.
Those willows were deceptively weepy.
They’d be just fine & so would Ralph.
Poor George, now that’s another story.
Train tracks & neon signs,
Open late
Open late
Open late.
Thimbles
And when the trampoline started to sag, & the sheds became infested with bats and/or the idea of bats, & when the chandelier became a warped and golden spider in its reflection in the spoon, and when the piano bench broke a tendon, and then another tendon, and the thimbles, all the thimbles fell, but did not break, & the banister bore splinters, and the cold from the window, turned the books that were up against the window, blue—that’s when they knew it was time to raise that glass, and strike that match, and burn it burn it burn it all. And wouldn’t it be something? Just to burn it all? Wouldn’t it be dangerous, not to?
—Molly Schulman
Molly Schulman is a poet; she was born in California; she grew up in New York; and now she lives in Georgia. She has many brothers! She has many sisters! She has a crush on most things. After receiving her BA in Creative Writing from The New School in 2009, she went on to work in the publishing industry as an assistant and in-house editor for Molly Friedrich at The Friedrich Agency. She left the agency in October 2013 to pursue her own writing. She is currently working on a book of prose poetry/performance piece called ONE-OF-SIX: A STORY IN HOUSES.
